JessicaOng, March 10 baby
You'd wish you knew nothing about me :)
Time: 10:52 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
If only we weren't just strangers brushing past each other everyday If only we could take things further If only...
I'm so vexed over Zbrush!!! I suck at designing and no matter how hard i try to squeeze, i just don't have any creative juices I just hope to pass this module BUT im re-doing my design time and again sucks balls! presentation is next monday! hang in there woman!
and i'm excited for school everyday now in hope of seeing my RJT but he always appears before me when i'm not on the look-out damn it!
oh btw today, nicholas the knowledgable did something hilarious we were having Critical Reasoning Skills lesson and we had to debate on some issues we couldnt think of much points and being a really competitive being Nicholas asked the opposition
Nic: "How many points do ya'll have?" Opposition: "18" Haha! Nic: "Yea right!!!"
then he turns to us and went "Wah 18 points lei! How?" HAHAHAHAHS okay nvm if you don't find it funny
aiya k la back to Zbrush. pray that i don't die of excessive killing of brain cells before Monday :)
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 1:39 AM
Monday, October 05, 2009
Only to become stronger and stonger with every quarrel
Happy 3 years and 8 months baby! You know i love you :)
I think i should really count my lucky stars for having met such a wonderful guy who showers me with unconditional love no doubt there're times where we don't meet eye to eye and things got worse cos we're both stubborn and headstrong but what comes after those quarrels are a deeper understanding of each other and greater love and accomodation for the other
Close to 4 years, this man of mine has never stopped caring for me in everyway possible There're so many things he continued doing through these years He never fails to pick me up from anywhere i was at anytime of the day Shell prawns for me cos he knows i love eating them but am so lazy to shell them myself Order seafood at dinnertime whenever he can cos he knows im a seafood person Say "I love you" everyday without fail to me And many many more things which most guys will not do after being together with their gfs for awhile I mean seriously, does your bf still pick you up to send you home or fetch you from home everyday after being tgt for close to 4 years? Will your bf still say "I love you" everyday after being tgt for 4 years?
I'm proud to say i'm very much loved by this man of mine And i'm glad i have him
Baby you asked if i had regrets And if i told you no, that'd be a lie I definitely did. But not anymore I love you so much and i thank you for striving hard to make us a better future :)
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 8:56 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Lovin' you is the greatest pleasure in my life
this song never fails to capture my heart :)
Lovin' You - Minnie Riperton Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful Makin' love with you is all i wanna do Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true And everything that i do is out of lovin' you La la la la la la la... do do do do do No one else can make me feel The colors that you bring Stay with me while we grow old And we will live each day in springtime Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful And every day my life is filled with lovin' you Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through And every time that we oooooh I'm more in love with you La la la la la la la... do do do do do
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 1:10 AM
Friday, September 11, 2009
You're so predictable I'm getting tired of all this shit
Happy Birthday Shana Dearest on 090909! :D
Shana's yacht party on the 5th was awesome! the yacht's amazing..! i am soooo gonna own one in future
i know it's been long since i've updated this space. but i dunnoe, the older i grow the more lazy and busy i become.
anyways i met up with my dearests girlies for dinns at Ding Tai Fung just now had a really nice catch up! missed them sooo much!
oh btw, i'm back to MSH to work. sucks though kinda regretted cos i still wanna play!!! but i've got to think of the $$$$ think of the $$$ Jess! and think of the MSH babes! i shall persevere!
alright i will be back with more crap and i miss you and love you loads babyboy! you better get your ass back home now or else......
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 6:24 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
another human came between and we're still that pack of lies you know it you know me ridiculous or unreasonable you made me i could be fine perfect even but u pushed me round the corners u drove me up the wall u pushed the limits and that explains why i'm what i am now i'm no longer a who cos i don't even know me
i may be demanding and domineering but haven't you known this part of me already before you had feelings? if you could like me cos i'm this then why can't u accept that i'm this after falling for me? i figured i think too much but what else can i do? when my mind churns and works so hard just to find the answer i never could in suspense, hell yes! kinda got used to it until u touched my soft spot and left me crumbling was it ever your fault? cos from the vaguest memory, it'd always been mine entirely... for the many times you humiliated me for the many times you insulted me for the many times i went crazy cos of all the shit u do ultimately, i just go numb indulgence in cheap thrills just to numb even the teeny weeny tingles i had to fags, alcohol... i asked myself why so cheap no answer i asked God He showed me light so bright i shut off
u said i've changed i dare not deny u made me take an oath i did, with fingers crossed from behind we came this far i agree but the future seems bleak what lies ahead i do not know nor do i have the courage to think all i know is i've changed u've changed it'll never be the same before no matter how much we try to salvage it i left it hanging which raged u more but honey, i don't know what i want anymore so i just wanna stay put at where i am now living each day as it is cos to me, this is the best way i can delude myself and everyone around me that everything's alright and that the smile u see is what you get.
saying this much do u fathom?
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 2:49 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i'm telling you now i'm having doubts
it's been long... i kinda miss this space but the reason i'm not updating anymore is cos i don't really think this space belongs to me anymore? it's like i can't blog whatever i want here cos there're things i have to keep private? i don't know i'm confused.
anyways, my baby girl's leaving tomorrow morning have a safe trip Shana dearest shop till you drop and make him miss u soooo much he'll be a good boy i'll miss you and i love you! oh and i'm really sorry for always not being able to find time out to spend with you and kell i'll make it up to the both of u yea take care sweetie! :)
right... so my days been packed like hell i've never been able to stay home whole day and just bum around so many things have happened i'm getting myself into all sorts of shit scew this screw everything
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 11:16 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
could things be better now should we not have started?
i'm having breakouts! =( which is sooo bad investing in loads of skincare products now and i just crazily replenished on my shavers bought a whole lot of refillers have no idea why... hahas just had the urge to splurge
alright, went over to Aunt Jolene's place last Saturday to celebrate post Mothers' Day had a sumptuous dinner!!! oh ya, talking bout food i've been eating a lot recently should seriously stop.... i will try! hahahahas
oh and i've a new best friend, Yiping =) she loves me la seriously cos i provide her with the best medicine in the world, Laughter! hahas!
k la pics with dearest KellyAnne at Aunt Jolene's place... was so bored so we cam-whored.. hahas! good luck in ur exams love! I LOVE YOU!!!
\ she's the best cousin and best girlfriend anyone can ask for! love you angmoh =) Shana, i love you too! & LYS, i love you sooo much! =)
ok bye folks!
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 7:40 PM
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Don't work for the money Let the money work foryou (as quoted from Nicholas, the knowledgeable.) HAHAS!
Marcus Eng, u see this?! HAHAHAS! go on and laugh! HAHAHS!
okay anyways, i am so going to complete all my assignments by tonight and sleep early mummy brought me to see the Chinese physician when i got home just now and the physician said that my body is SUPER SUPER EXTREMELY weak already... and i have anemia =( so... i have to have loads of rest, stop drinking cold water and take more tonics! and i lost 2kg ever since school started... how great is this uhs?!
oh and favourite boy makes me happy =)
shall blog again bout Saturdays shopping trip with my dearest gfs after i've received the pics from them ya...
till then, ciao!
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 10:04 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
i know when to be wild and when to hold it down
had a really long day today in fact, everyday seems to be a long day for me haven't had a proper long beauty sleep in a long time i seriously need to catch up on it!!!
so went home after school today called up my personal beautician immediately and she came over for facial and after facial, she gave me a very good and solid back and shoulder massage feel sooo much more relaxed now =)
assignments are piling up and i'm so lazy to get anything done procrastination's kicking in screw it!
school's been enjoyable cos of classmates i'd be dreading school now if not for them i swear...
oh and i saw a guy hitting a girl in public just now like they're a group of malay youngsters then suddenly this girl must have said something to incur the wrath in that son of a bitch he started pinning her against the wall REAL HARD! banging her head against the wall, banging her head with his slapping her, smacking her, kicking and punching her and pulling her hair damn damn damn hard! like she's his punching bag and it all happened at Kallang MRT station there're so many people looking and all and yet he had the nerve to do such an outrageous thing and the worst thing was the other friends just stood there watching all the drama i felt so much like calling the police okay!
damn it! i fucking hate guys who hit girls! I DESPISE THEM! if u ever dare lay your filthy hands on a girl, go and chop off your own dick la seriously u don't even deserve it okay i curse and swear that that malay asshole's balls will grow moss and fern and decay, rot and decompose have pus flowing out from everywhere possible i mean seriously, if a guy ever lays his hands on me, i'd hang him on a ceiling fan by his balls! this i swear okay! OMG i am so angry with myself that i didn't do anything to stop the tragedy just now UGH! but thank god that girl retaliated though she was still no match for that bastard at least she tried to fight back this i applaud her
okay i'm getting too angsty now waiting for my boss, CWL to come online i shall go back to my assignments and hopefully get them done =) bye people!
To listen to the full song, just click on the link shown on the playlist above.
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do I've been stressing to fall back in love with you I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe You've been wonderful in all that you can be But it hurts when you say that you understand me So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door Trying to take us back to where we were before But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore 'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now We've been walking around in circles for some time And I think we should head for the finish line So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I.. I'm so sorry baby But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave But I, I'll always remember how we came close ..to being how I wanted to be I wanted you baby I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall I wanted you to see me through it all I wanted you to be the one I loved I wanted you, I wanted you I wanted you to hold me in my sleep I wanted you to show me what I need I wanted you to know just how down deep I wanted you, I wanted you
I'm sorry, honey you've been asking me why i'm behaving this way these days but i couldn't find a perfect answer to it until i heard this song on the Iphone this song, the lyrics, is everything i want to tell you is my explanation to you i'm sorry i tried, but i just couldn't like a sweet drug, i got hooked up on him
and to you, i don't mean to scare you away or anything and i'm definitely not trying to rush anything it's just when you're on my mind, i can't think straight i'll get over it like what i said...
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 12:43 PM
cos i want it all or nothing at all
Happy Birthday to my dearest girl, SandraChua! Have fun on this special day and i love you okay ! =D
School's officially started for a week already... my biological clock's finally back to normal my class is awesome and all's good =)
alright... last load of pics taken a long long time ago think last year December? hahas!
my sexy girls from MSH Direct ! miss them god damn much man... eat, smoke, slack... all together love u guys la!!! =)
pretty wife of some guy! =)
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 12:42 AM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I . THINK . I'M . SHOPPING . A . TAD . TOO . MUCH ! UH-OH!
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 1:01 AM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Credits to: Agneselle Selling this at SGD 24 mailed OOS in store
Credits to: myassambly Selling this at SGD 18 mailed OOS in store.
anyone interested, please do drop me an email atjole_babe@hotmail.com or you can text/call me directly should you have my contact number Thank you very much =)
You're the fire which burns my senses away
Time: 11:45 PM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Happy April Fools' Day !!! today was Tai-Tai day with my dearest Shana everytime i go out with my dearests, it'll be Tai-Tai day and i love love love Tai-Tai days!
so met Shana at cineleisure and we had late lunch after, felt like doing nails so we headed to Roxy Square for classic pedicure had additional foot and leg scrub then went to Parkway Parade to shop got myself another mascara but i forgot bout my eyeliner... which is a necessity for me how can i forget ?! nvm i'm thinking of getting the gel one from Bobbi Brown =) then in the midst of shopping we craved for sushi so... it was to Sakae Sushi for dinn dinns i love the company of my dearests! they never fail to liven up my day and make me laugh like mad am considering to take up a spa package too =) home and i got my personal beautician to come over for facial am enjoying life to the fullest man! but Shana's still the ultimate Tai Tai la! gym and yoga and all Tai-Tai activities everyday... haha...