nothing's changed
its still the same

eat eat eat and eat !!! tats wad im doing for the past few days
im eating so terribly much im feeling so fat... jus cant help eating
been rotting at home... and there's nothing much i can do... slacking at home can be very boring
seriously gotta shed off those fats and calories... how long have i been saying this but still nothing's done...
gotta really make a point to do something bout it... and fast... yea
holiday homework... done half of it... the other half gotta be completed real soon... the holidays are gonna be over in no time man... SHIT !!! i jus ate nasi ayam and teh tarek... YUM YUM !!! real delicious... sea coconut !!!
where's my sea coconut ??? im getting addicted to it ever since i had it at YOSHINOYA wid dearest kelly
too bad mummy cant find it... im gonna find it myself... anyone noes where i can get it ???
and im getting kinda paranoid recently... keep feeling tat my pics aren't nice... feeling those fats dusgusts me big time... hula hoop !!! crunches !!! sit ups !!! yea !!! y didn't i think of those... gonna do it after blogging... hopefully i'll feel better... im jus too paranoid.. thnks astiana !!! thnks for telling me tat i look fine !!!
another thing which bothers me is tat bestie christiana is getting all weird... shes jus not herself... not weird as in getting crazier... but its like she talks so differently towards me now... just a few words ??? shes speaking so less now... its so NOT her... wads happening ???!!! how i wish to noe wads going on man... am i being paranoid again ??? nahs i don think so... she seems to be like drifting away from me ??? god !!! im freaking out...
jessica's going on a diet starting from now... exercises too !!! =))

You're the fire which burns my senses away