i dont noe y im feeling this way
but i jus cant help it

im feeling freaking down again.. it jus makes me think tat its so IMPOSSIBLE... man i need somewhere to pour out my feelings...
be it im being jealous or wad... i jus cant help feeling this way.. Y DO U EVEN BOTHER TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING WHEN U'RE GOING TO CHANGE UR MIND AND WHEN I THINK U FEEL TAT SHES BETTER !!!
save me from this mess... knowing that i am so soft hearted... then don even attempt to make the first move !!! i hate being so soft hearted... it jus makes me have feelings which are not even neccessary.. and make me imagine things tat arent gonna happen... im a expert in creating fantasies for myself... but i wan these fantasies to be true.. DON.. PLS DON... JUS DON even take the first step which will make me have the wrong thinking...
i dun wanna see or even read things which are irrelavant and which will make me uncomfortable..
yes im easily jealous.. im easily upset.... then pls keep things from me.. don break and destroy the happiness i THOUGHT I have... i could not get u the whole day ystd.. and when i came across something i read jus now... i realised tat i was such a fool... man... DON PRETEND TAT HE DOES NOT MEAN A THING TO U... when he actually does... don try to put us together when it is not how u feel... DON... u're jus hurting me deeper..
fine.. im getting outta tis mess. this fantasy which i created... i don wanna fall deeper.. i've had enough of all these...
WELL... MAYBE IM BEING TOO SENSITIVE.. MAYBE IM EXAGGERATING... MAYBE ITS NOT WAD I THINK IT IS.. im giving up and losing hope jus not to get more hurt.. wadeva it is now... I FEEL LIKE A FOOL...
jessica.. its time to wake up...

You're the fire which burns my senses away