its a day of hope
a day i realised i was falling in love all over again

FUN FUN FUN !!! went out with haohan.. ET... gui nan... and sandra today... plus more and more ppl came along the way though... was supposed to meet at kallang mrt first but i woke up late and as usual.. i was late.. so i met ET instead at kallang then went to parkway to meet the rest.. man.. i realised tat i went to parkway for so many times before just tat i did not noe tat it was parkway... wad a moron... hahax...
KTV was at 3 not 2.. hahax.. so gui nan and guys went to play pool.. and i went to search for my heels.. found a few nice pairs at charles and keith ??? did not buy though cos it was too expensive ??? hahax.. but im gonna get it for sure.. then went to KTV.. did not really sing much... was too pai sae... sandra sings so well.. gui nan sings super well.. everyone sings so well.. moreover i seldom go to karaokes.. but it was FUN... man... came home and jus kept singing.. the songs tat we sang were all very nice... so pleasant to my ears... after that went to parkway again.. hai lun or ah girl's shop.. shes very friendly =) and sweet lookin... sandra had some concert to go to so i went off with her... back here blogging... oh and we bought tops.. thanks so much dear sandra... for paying.. =)... and and and... I ATE SO LITTLE TODAY.. but i felt so full still... hahax...
i seem to be exceptionally attracted to guys who makes me think tat they sing well.. man... took a long look at him before leaving.. and my heart fluttered...it was a feeling i have not felt for a very long time... its somehow a feeling of really liking someone.. its not an infatuation... its some feeling which will make u breathless and have the very sweet taste of love.. and each time u think of tat person u will feel so happy.. at the same time unaware of wat to do.. hoping to call him and hear his voice but yet dont seem to have the courage to do so but keeps praying tat he will call u on his own accord... yupps... is it a feeling of seriously finding the very right guy whom makes u fall head over heels in love ??? it makes u go into deep thoughts... wondering if he has someone in his heart ??? or he feels the same way too... thinking real hard and making all kinds of wild guesses.. till u can think no more.. and am so afraid to lose him... YES !!! tats the feeling im feeling right now... its not explainable... im going so crazy !!! somehow i feel tat i need to save myself out of this... i cant fall deeper into this never ending hole.. it jus makes no sense... no outcome will come out of this.. yet i cant help feeling the same way again again and again.. can somebody lend me a helping hand ??? tell me wad i should do !!!

You're the fire which burns my senses away