maybe its all my wishful thinking
maybe it was not wad it seems to be

PUBLIC CANNING !!! tan ah bah is so so so thinking tat hes sooo strong... before canning them he was stretching.... whipping the air with the cane to show how hard and strong he could cane... ass !!! took such a long time that we missed the first period and almost half of the second period.. was supposed to run my 2.4 today.. but due to the rain and the cannings.. we do not have to run.. hurray !!! im not ready to run yet... hahax...
i forgot wad actually happened yesterday so im not gonna blog bout it... OH WAIT !!! i noe... had dance... fasyiha.. (hopefully i spelt her name correctly ) was finding trouble with astiana before actual dance training started... somethings happened between them... its a long story to begin with... from what i see... fasyiha's the one in the WRONG... she was being such a BITCH.. ystd.. she and aisyah... (minah 80s) oops.. hahax.. and a few other gals.. whom definitely cant make it to look as backup.. went round school looking for astiana... went to the dance studio and me,, mia and astiana were there practising our new dance... but syafiq came earlier to tell us tat fasyiha's members were outside the skool already... LIKE WAT THE HELL... after school when astiana got to noe tat fasyiha's "members" wanna find her.. and joanna did not want her to go alone so she and jasline went wif astiana... the "members" denied and act like as if they dunnoe wad is going on... and when joanna and jasline left... they sought trouble with astiana again.. so astiana,, mia and dini went down to find them and when fasyiha and ppl csame to the dance studio... aisyah went " nampak ana ??!! " and fasyiha jus barged into my dance studio when i was standing at the doorway.. BITCH... then they decided to talk one on one but we went along as " backups " hahax... aisyah cried... cos she said we called her names.. HELLO !!! we were not the only one making fun of her.. apparently her mum made her cut her hair as short as a boy's as she was caught smoking.. we called her minah 80s no doubt cos she styled her hair really like someone from the 80s... and i said to her.. " ehx we are good enough to call u minah not mat... and we said 80s not 70s... tat was good enough already... tat was not the worst nick which ppl called u okay.. so y make such a big fuss... everyone got called names before... so many ppl are calling u names so does tat mean u are gonna find all of them out and confront them... " hahax... i noe its mean ??? but i tried to put it in a joking way...
so bout today... after school went to rivervale mall with christiana... she bought bubble tea... i intended to buy SUSHI... but bought fries instead.. waste of my money.. REGRETTED SO MUCH...
man... i can feel my fats again.. gotta start working out again.. I NEED TO GET RID OF THE FATS... i mean it... diet diet diet... exercise exercise exercise... !!!
he did not call me for the past few days... maybe hes home late tats y... oh im thinkiing too much.. my mind is bursting.. can i jus stop thinking bout him for one moment pls.. gotta help steve with his stuff already... bye peeps.. =)

You're the fire which burns my senses away