there was someone beside me all along
but i chose someone who is not ready to do anything for me

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL !!! thank god its friday... and i do not have to attend school tmrw...
went to eat with wilson,, christiana,, amanda,, justin,, gabriel,, and jon and alan ?? i think... hahax...
no need to mention... its KFC again.. but i only ate whipped potato.. was not feeling very well... dizzy spells attacking me again... well,, i forgot wad happened on school yesteday... nothing special i guess ??? oh LIM LILY was definitely not in her best mood... vent her anger and frustrations on us... she seemed to have something against our clique...
which made me really pissed...
bout today... i think i forgot bout wad happened too... man... im suffering from some short tern memory.. SO STRESSED... true enough im going crazy with all these things going round... and happening
nothing really happened today i suppose.. except for that LIM LILY suffering from her menopause ??? okayy i noe im mean...
almost everyone in the clique has CCA today... headed home... saw MIA at the LRT station... accompanied her to KFC... to eat.. man... KFC's earning big bucks from us... hahax... headed home
went jogging.. my !!! i jogged continuously for an hour.. PRAISE ME PPL !!! hahax.. then went for facial appointment... and i feel so fresh and my face so clean now... but all that exercise don seem to satisfy me... i still feel my fats... ass

LAOgong's been dere for me all the time.. he loves me so much... yet i treat him in this way... how can i fall for another guy.. IM SORRY LAOgong... for making u so sad and despondent... i noe i should not change.. and hes not tat very right guy who loves me more than u do... u're the only one.. who will tolerate all my nonsensical remarks... my sensitiveness... my tantrums... my ridiculous doings... my temper... almost everything... im sorry tat it has faded... but trust me.. i'll patch it up... and i'll erase that guy from my mind.. =)

You're the fire which burns my senses away