i believe this relationship can be saved
and i want to save it !!!

GOT THE LETTER FOR TEACHER TO MEET MY PARENTS !!! why me ??? seems like all three besties got it... oh man... jus cos i failed my maths... darn test 1 !!!

went home almost straight after school... was supposed to meet sandra at 2 but instead we met at 4.. i was so shocked when i met her... cos obviously she was not alone.. stella jie, ah tu, hh and et were there too... for a moment i did not noe wad was happening...
i had to admit i was a lil pissed cos the last thing i wanted was to see him.. so i jus kept walking so fast.. and not talking and all.. sorry for behaving tat way ppl... after buying the presents and all... mingwei and his gf ?? oso named stella, well shes really nice and friendly... quite pretty though.. OH SO TATS THE STELLA.. niwaes... after a while i felt tat i could not bring myself to stay any longer and called alvin... went down to bugis to meet me...

and thanks astiana babe... for calling and babbling with me just now... and cheer up okays... everything will be fine.. met alvin and went down to plaza singapura... filled our tummys and sat outside jus talking bout my stuff and his stuff... for god noes how long..
took the mrt back to hougang.. slacked somemore and went home...

and i swear im feeling damn hell down now... if i hadn't seen him jus now i would not feel so sad at all.. and would be tat really crazy jessica... BUT HELL NO !!! why is this affecting me so much ? i thought it did not bother me tat much... i thought i could get over it.. i THOUGHT i could...
and i kinda regretted leaving... cos i missed him so much...
i want him so badly !!! man this ain't doing any good... guess i have to jus go to sleep and not think tat much !!!

and thanks so much alvin !!! stay well with alison yea...

You're the fire which burns my senses away