i guess i jus have to take it this way
theres nothing more i can do

woke up at 2pm today !!!
my my.. tat simply shows how really exhausted i am... poor me

had work yesterday... and yes... nothing much went down my stomach again
for the whole of yesterday till 11 pm... i had only half a packet of fries... or even lesser then half a packet, a bottle of green tea and another bottle of ice lemon tea...
and sales was so good tat i was practically standing for 11 hours... but if i was in the pink of health i definitely would not have minded a single bit or i would have thought of it as nothing .
but it would not be that way when im feeling so sick yesterday ! i got a bad backache, vomitted.. and worst of all my "AUNTY" came knocking on the door suddenly !!!
worst day anything could happen to me.. oh and dearie got into an accident ? thank god he only got a few scratches.. and he cant come and pick me up after work..

JIE JIE was so pissed off with him i noe that, so she came to pick me up... her fren, bryan was driving so yea... we went to upper thomsan to eat roti prata before heading home... i so feel like throwing up the whole day yesterday...

my presence seems insignificant to him.
each time i have the thought of leaving him is cos i wanna noe how much is my value of significance to him.
i know this sounds silly.
but he never seems to understand me
WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND ME ??!

we're really on the rocks right now...
and i cant bring myself to let go...
why do u even bother to make me fall so deeply in love with u
dearie, I LOVE U SO
and i noe u do too... but can all these thats happening stop ?
we really gotta do something bout in..
im not letting go... i had enough of it the last time i tried to let go...
u noe wad i mean.. can we make an effort ???

You're the fire which burns my senses away