its tat wilfulness of mine which made u feel so tired
im sorry my dear... =((

back from school !!! back so early today... nothing much went on in school... jus some really sad stuff... and i mean really saddening...

i guess i was being too wilful or sensitive... that made dearie so pissed off that he decided to ignore my calls and text msgs... he must have got really pissed and felt really tired... cos for him to do such stuff is really rare... though he did it before but those did not last for so long... he would normally get back to me after like a few hours ???
its really serious this time i think.. from yesterday till now... i was worried sick last night i felt so weak... felt like throwing up... why do ppl always start to cherish things when they're about to lose them... i tot i would not feel a thing even if he does not contact me... i tot it does not matter.. never did i noe tat he matters so much to me... that i felt suffocating without his constant calls and msgs.. without hearing his voice for wad seems like so long...
i love him so much...

im so sorry baby... can this stop ??? I LOVE U SO MUCH... u mean so much to me... im sorry... =(((

You're the fire which burns my senses away