tell me that u lied
tell me what she said was true

oh im so addicted to the song JI DE by ZHANG HUI MEI now... and NICKY LI JIU ZHE'S songs.. uber nice... i even have a playlist jus of these songs.. so that it will replay on itself =)

so i did not blog for 2 days ??? yes im lazy.. hahax.. actually its cos im all tied up with my projects and assignments, hardly had any time to blog... and by the time i finish my work, i'll be so dead beat i'll jus hit my pillow and rest my dear eyes.. man.. i cant imagine if i were to be blind one day !!! TATS THE WORST THING I THINK WOULD EVER HAPPEN TO ME ? nopes.. maybe having to give up dearie would be much worse but still... yeps

had sooo many tests yesterday, thursday ! had our history presentation, lit test and science test !!! and had peer leading training.. what a packed day it is...
and we went to gab's birthday buffet at his place ! actually the idea of going was cancelled as all of us could not make it but somehow we met up and went =)
yum yum !! the food was nice... and after slacking a while we went to PUNGGOL PARK to play with sparkles which justin bought !!! THANKS A LOT JUSTIN =)
oh, justin and christiana were so sweet last night man... guess they're both really glad.. and we're all happy for them too =)))

BUT, something terrible happened a few days ago... something bout me and dearie... led to many tears falling down my cheeks... and last night was so bad that i was totally not in the mood to go all crazy and hyper at gab's buffet thingy... though i tried real hard to be like the real crazy jessica that i always am..
until i could no longer fake all those craze out and needed to get out of that place... bid farewell to the clique.. sang him a birthday song special...
called melvin... and as always.. hes there for me and i went to meet him... and of all time i felt the urge to answer nature's small call so i went to his house instead ! blabbed everything to him.. see how strong the need it was for me to let everything out ??!!
after crappin and swearing and all... felt real tired so i slept for a while and left at around 10.30 pm..
he walked me to the bus-stop but i decided to take a cab home instead... =)
oh the fact tat i was still feeling weak cos i blacked out on wed and the doctor said that i was too stressed, tired and over-heaty... and i have so many ulcers !!!
niwaes... THANKS MELVIN... for listening to me for so long and accompanying me... and most of all.. for being there for me always =)))

okays.. now bout TODAY !!! school as usual... got back a few papers... quite satisfied with some of my marks though ? and im right now at dear cousin sandra's house... SHES SICK !! and has to be cooped up at home so i came over to accompany her... im nice... self-praising again.. and hopefully she recovers real fast after receiving my tender love and concern.. hahax...

You're the fire which burns my senses away