u confuse me so much
i don noe what to do now

apparently i was not able to blog yesterday thanks to internet explorer lagging like crazy ! BRAHHHH !!

yesterday's atmosphere in school was so tense.. kinda scary though ?
but it was okay on the whole =) okays so i forgot wad really happened in school ystd... nothing much i suppose

today !! everything's back to normal . okays not EVERYTHING, but all the tense has subsided and all.
so many ppl came to school and went home soon after.. and JAS did not come to school..
so three free periods... =)
URGHH.. i think my results for this term sucks like hell ! although its not yet a confirmed result cos theres still more tests and assignments which are supposed to be included into the results of this term. gotta wait till the last term to noe the very FINAL and ACCURATE results...
and its the first time i've slept for so long in class... okays.. i only slept during the free periods alright.. hahax

went home straight after school, did not join the others to rivervale mall to eat...
my eyes are so god darn tired i swear i had a hard time forcing them open...
i need my beauty sleep !!!
dearie's been giving me the hot cold attitude... and when i asked him he said tat probably hes too tired...
u noe we've changed.. as in like normally when he wakes up or wad he'll call or msg me immediately ?
but now.. its like no... i trusted tat he was too tired and i gave him all the sleep he needed.. and when i calls him and he saes tat he jus woke up... i really wanted to believe him...
but somehow i kept having this real awful feeling... have our feelings faded ?
HOW I HOPE NOT !!! man this is so freaking sucky !!

You're the fire which burns my senses away