why is it that these grave mistakes u did bothers u so much ?
cant we just put all those behind and start again ?

9 OREOS with milk... toothsome lunch ???
had it almost immediately after reaching home...

so school was not all that bad after all today...
woke up at 7 !!! when im supposed to wake up at 6 !!! thank god kor kor woke up early and realised i was not up yet... thnks !!! the fault goes to my darn phone !!! i need a new phone and yes im gonna get one... and im not jus getting a new phone for no reason... my current phone is so so so spoilt alright !
and i would be late if i go to school on my own with public transport.. so daddy brought me to school.. =) and the clique was so shocked to see me in school earlier than expected.. hahax

had fun in skool.. chatted, played, laughed and everything with the clique...
mixed around with the chemicals in the science lab.. although tats so NOT ALLOWED.. and phew.. nothing exploded =)
and we had two free periods cos mdm zurheny did not come.. and to add to our joy, no other teacher was assigned to come and relief our class..

went to compass point with christiana and suzhen bestie and amanda after school ! had a mini shopping spree ???
i bought two rings... suzhen bought a pair of earrings, nail polish and a red and white bracelet.. christiana bought nail polish, some hanging thing and biscuits... so MINI SHOPPING IT IS... i got a sudden attraction to real glamour, elegant and dazzling accessories.. rings, bracelets, necklaces...
and im gonna buy them.. I WANNA LOOK FOR TAT RING !!!
had a temptation to buy some food to eat but i RESISTED !!! cos then i'll be so broke...

was packing my drawer just now.. and i found so many things tat belonged to the BOTH OF US !!! me and dearie... so many memories floated back.. and i realised tat HE was my LONGEST LOVE... and i still love him...

dearie, i thought for very long...
and maybe you were right that we were better off this way
at least i noe that our love still exists
and that everything will jus be the same except for that status given to each other
thnks for saying u do still love me
and for that kisses of that night
the feelings and emotions were strong indeed
of that wonderful night i'll always remember
i noe how much u dread to noe that i smoked
and that how much u hated it
im sorry for disappointing u
i hope that we can put all these grave mistakes we have done behind us
and get over all those crap
lets start anew...
i love u so much
my darling LAOgong dearie always...

You're the fire which burns my senses away