i taste the purest of pain each night
tell me this torture's gonna end

so im supposed to be going out with wilson, justin, suzhen and christiana yesterday... but for some reason or another i jus cant... plus i did not really have the mood to get my ass out of the house... depression ? tell me its not...

slacked at home the whole day, doing practically nothing !! why am i having no mood for everything ??!! this is no good !!! no no no good !!! things will change for the better yea ? as time goes by... great ! so now i have to resort to consoling myself... just what have YOU done to my life !!! i cant believe me, myself, JESSICA ONG LI EE, feeling so weak, simply jus a walking dead right now ! look at what u've done ?! how pathetic can this be ??

okays... so i met up with christiana and suzhen at hougang mall. walked around, and we took our very first BESTIES NEOPRINT !!! it's been such a long time since i've taken a neoprint... then we went to walk around the pasar malam... okays so i did not realise that the pasar malam was realy SO EXTENDED...

supposedly going out with dear cousin SANDRA today... but something cropped up so she cant make it... THATS SO SAD !!! niwaes... i gotta get my clothes from the blog shop owner... LESTER'S coming with me instead... =)
but somehow when i woke up today.. i just don feel like even stepping out of my house...
how i hate it when my schedule gets so screwed up... URGH !!!


You're the fire which burns my senses away