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JessicaOng, March 10 baby
You'd wish you knew nothing about me :)



Time: 11:14 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006


what a fool i've been
to hold on to US when its obvious that we cant work out

knocked off from work last night and practically flew home... the urgency to have my beauty sleep cos i cant even bear having to be on my feet another second more... and sales was awfully pathetic... theres hardly any crowd in cineleisure... which surprises us cos its holiday for primary, secondary and polytechnics... and im sad to say i would only be resuming work after my exams... STUDIES ARE THE CAUSE !!!

uncle asked me to go for work at 1130 but instead of opening shop... he brought me down to cafe cartel to eat !!! shocking for me... scary... msged christiana immediately hoping that the constant ringing of my phone would help somehow or another... and for the first time after working these times.. i had proper meals... first was lunch at cafe cartel then went down with SHIMIN and bought mixed rice... i only ate half the rice, my stomach's on the brink of bursting

helped to close shop... and on the way back home, i thought and realised im such a fool !!!
shutting my doors from the wonderful ppl which might have brought colours to my life if only i had welcomed them... from blokes i might be better off with...
and there goes my handsome sweetie... jus a "sorry, but i dont think its appropriate cos i've got someone else whose got my heart already"... shutting him off... MAN HOW STUPID CAN I BE ???
making all these commitments when hes not even making an effort to make one too...

maybe lester's right ! i need to break down, let loose and stop being strong for once...
im tired... YES I AM !!! don forget i need ur shoulders boy !!! hahas

and is it the 5th today ??? okays so its SUPPOSEDLY our 7th month anniversary !!!




You're the fire which burns my senses away