is it love i see
that's killing me
the inside of me

waiting for my dental appointment later on
tmrw's the last day of tortures =)

forgot to bring my handphone to school
and also forgot to wake hon up today...
was so tensed up with the papers today
too engrossed in reading my notes
hahas !

been studying all day for DAYS !!!
waking up early in the morning at 3 plus 4 am
JUST TO STUDY !!!
eyebags sure are VERY OBVIOUS now
=(
shall get all the beauty sleep i've sacrificed after tmrw !!!

halloween night on sat night
went to hooters
met up with ah gurl, sandra
took some pictures there...
post them up tmrw or later

HONEY,
all this while, u've never been able to be there for me whenever i needed u
and theres nothing i can say to this
i cant request that we meet often
i cant request that u come pick me up every now and then

u asked me not to work
else u would have to go fetch me from work
and this would somehow prevent u from being with ur frens
FINE !
but when i said i was going to work,
i never said a thing bout asking u to come fetch me after i knock off

ur frens are always ur top priority
at least thats what i see
i may be wrong
but, theres one thing to be sure of
i was never put in first place in ur heart
maybe u would say i never know
but baby, if its so why dont i even feel it

u dont have to ALWAYS show that u love me
thats not what i want too
but at least, show me that u care please
SHE might give u all that u wan in the past
SHE might only meet u once a week in the past
and to u, thats very nice of her

but, the problem is, i meet u like once in two weeks ?
so can i say im far better than her
can i say i gave u all the freedom u need
u go out late at night
do whatever u want
have i ever stopped u ?
i dont think so...

i want ur love for me to exceed the love u HAD for her
i dun care whatever is between the both of u last time
cos thats donkey years ago already
u're making me hate her A LOT !
thats really silly right

remember the times when nothing seem to go wrong between us ?
how i really wish those days would be forever
i cant help but to compare u and other people's boyfriends
sorry...
can this ever get into ur head ??!!






You're the fire which burns my senses away