为何在尽头前才说你还爱我
为何要在失去后才说后悔
为何要在我已彻底的遗忘后才说其实你不想走
我们的爱，
无法重来?
但回忆会永恒存在
我，
暂时不会再爱了?
爱，累了。
爱，腻了

got this from a blog i came across
ting'er, dont mind yea...
anyways... i guess i feel and think this way too

to translate, it means,
why do u say u love me just before its really the end
why do u say u regret only after losing it
why do u say u actually dont wanna leave when i've already completely forgotten about u
our love, will never rekindle ?
but the memories will always remain
i, will not love at the moment ?
sick and tired of loving

anyways...
tried shopping ALONE today
ah girl told me that it would be fun shopping alone
and after experiencing it
i think i've really gotta agree with her
its kinda FUN shopping alone
u'll have the kind of feeling like u're very matured
and all the shop assistants will tend to attend to u
and it really feels GREAT
so... from now on,
i shan't be afraid of shopping alone
=)

was supposed to go to chomp chomp with the clique today
but decided to shop for a proper dress
for tmrw's function
im gonna dress my best tmrw
im gonna really doll up
im gonna show HIM what he's missing out
im gonna let him regret giving me up
im gonna show him i wont be all torn and tattered if he leaves me
im gonna show him i CAN and WILL be able to live without him
im gonna show him that IM STRONG
that although i dont feel right and that im hurt
i'll try my very best to be in the best form on the outside
and i'll dress up to attract more of the opposite sex
and be the same and usual confident jessica
i wanna make sure he dont stop ogling at me tmrw when he sees me

headed to vivocity
bought a red and white dress at SERIES
cost me $59.90
well, i think its worth it
to get back at him
i'll readily do whatever it takes

i noe i sound very revengeful but who cares man
hes mad to leave me
i shall say I WANT HIM BACK
and in order for that to happen,
obviously i've gotta put in some effort right
ohwells, if any of u think im being veh slutty and bitchy here
to hell with u man
i don give a damn

You're the fire which burns my senses away