the worst pain u gave me
its beyond my belief

though i feel like shit now !
and i really taste the purest of pain
but i'll still blog about what happened today
since its been so long i haven't had fun with my darling astiana ! =)

okays so i dunnoe wads going on between me and hon
are we over ?
i seriously have no idea
but thanks besties once again
for having that conference with me
so concerned about me
i noe its a MUST
but still
i have to say
all i can do is try

so...
had a talk about premarital sex and abortion and STDS and all
a teen sexuality basically
watched some videos on abortion
went through the talk
cried...
felt SO EMO
and i totally agree
its really painful and difficult to break with a person u were sexually involved with
parts of each other would still remain intact
and scars would take a really LOOOOOONG time to heal
or maybe, never heal at all
alright, im feeling so shitty now
can i afford to lose hon ?!

after school, went to find astiana darling and mia
while we were in the toilet
firdaus called me out and i had to leave my footprints on our school walls !!!
and mr roy said that my feet is really small so it would be suitable
really funny !!!
the way i had to sit at an angle and how they left my footprints on the wall
and in order not to stain the floor with the paint on my feet
they wrapped my feet up with newspaper which looks like a pair of shoes
hahas
took pic of it and ana darling took a video of me wahing my feet in the basin









then went for dance
did the design for our dance pamphlet which will be given out on OPEN HOUSE
and im starting to love going to dance again
cos of the beautiful instructor
and i LOVE the way she teaches us
=)

ohwell,
gonna sob like mad now
honey, is it true ?!

You're the fire which burns my senses away