get away from the crowd
and listen to your heart for once

okays so somehow im not able to see my blog completely on my computer
as in the navigation board just doesnt appear and im really pissed off
ohwells, guess blogger's just screwed up !

honey's not been feeling very well these days
went over to his place just now to take a look at him
and he cooked handmade noodles for me =)
wish he'll have a speedy recovery...
love ya boy =)

it was friggin cold yesterday
the unstoppable rain really dampened my spirits
even stepping out of the house seemed too much of a hassle
so i entertained myself with DVDs and shows on youtube

thought about lots of things
and realised im one who needs a really great girlfriend
whom i can bitch with, shop with, swim with, go suntanning with and do all the girly stuffs with
i seriously want and need close girlfriends who are inseperable
or an uber close girlfriend who loves shopping and basically shares the same interests as me !!!
no doubt i have a clique which never fails to make me laugh
and a few other great friends but they're mostly guys
not saying that they're not good enough
cos they'd really be there for you in times of trouble and when im feeling really low
for example, ALVIN !

no doubt besties suzhen and christiana do stuffs like shopping, suntanning and bitching with me
but its just not like we're REALLY REALLY REALLY INSEPERABLE AND CLOSE
christiana doesnt really enjoy shopping like how i do
but thankfully i have ah girl, SANDRA who's able to do shopping with me
i really WILL DIE without shopping !
but ! when it comes to eating, thankfully both christiana and ah girl will certainly pig out with me
and as for suzhen, she does have her other friends who needs her as well
and shes one girl who has no lack of friends
which means even if she falls out with one of her friends
she can easily find a new one
everyone likes her
lets just say its a gift from GOD
and it isnt a bad thing
but she just cant be my super close girlfriend cos we have little in common
ah girl ; SANDRA's my cousin
and yes as cousins i say we're really close
and im glad
so... do u people see where im coming from ?
and what kinda girlfriend im seeking for ?

and i dun deny that i envy those who have a girlfriend like tat
one whos always there for you
one who you'll never fail to always ask her out
one who does almost everything with you
one who you enjoy the company of
one who can bitch with u nonstop
one who'll feel ur pain and joy
just a great girlfriend
im sure many other girls out there will want a girlfriend like that too right
but u just gotta find her
and if u've already found her
please treasure the friendship

and im not saying that im not happy with all the friends i have now
but its just that sometimes, a friend so close might just be good




You're the fire which burns my senses away