u admitted that ur friends' importance is superior to mine
and i've gotta confess my pride weighs more than u

FARK ! BLOGGER HAS FAILED ME TWICE !

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVESARY TO darling astiana & her boy, fahmi !

my extremely long post was deleted just like tat !!!
fark the effing blogger !!!

okays...
so apparently the sky seems to be very moody these few days
as its been crying non stop
somebody cheer up the sky please !

i noe i've complained bout the weather being scorching hot
and now im still not happy that its a rainy day
BUT note !
i said i want cloudy days with cool temperature
never did i say i want a hot weather or a rainy day
moreover, its pouring like mad that every 5 steps i take,
there'll be a puddle of water awaiting to be stepped on
and now my shoes completely soaked
thank god its already friday !

been really busy with school and worn out
that i think it'll be much more difficult for honey and i to meet up
cos hes gotta work and i gotta go to school
and i'd probably have to work on weekends while he'll be an owl ;
sleeping in the day and out with his friends at night
and talking bout working,
im going back to work tmrw =)
$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !!!!
okays so its somehow already affecting our relationship
the disputes and all the shitty craps are going on AGAIN
when will this cycle stop repeating itself ?!
im so sick and tired already
honey, u noe i love u and i really do
so can we make an effort to clear the tension we have between us
and try to make things better ?

i'd really love to heed besties' advice
but i just cant find the courage to
maybe i need somemore time ;
time to learn how to live the alternative life i'd probably choose to live
i noe i've gotta put an end to all these heart tortures
i've vacillated for about whether to go or stay for a long time already
but i just cant seem to decide what i farking want
all decisions seems to be so not right
i just DONT KNOW !
hopefully everything will turn out fine

&&& GEOGRAPHY = THE 18TH LEVEL OF HELL
its so damn effing difficult
but if i manage to get it at my fingertips,
i'd be an excellent driver
cos by then, i'll have a great sense of direction and would have a mental map of singapore in my head =)
i'd even outwit the guys !
hahas...
so dont think that girls are inferior to guys when it comes to reading maps
i'll prove u people wrong !
hahas

so i was kinda stuck with a geog assignment last night
and fortunately i had haikal to help me with it
thanks so much boy ! =)
and there was something i've never known till last night when haikal came clean with me
he said to him, his gf always comes first in the past when i was with him
which means im of great importance to him when we were together =)
i guess that probably explains why hes always giving in to me all the while we were together
oh wells, its over !!!

oh and theres something i'd like to share with u guys
bout this really disgusting guy in my class
so like he actually masturbated in class !
i mean, in a class ?!
like hello !!! cant he do such an obscene act at somewhere much more secluded than a class
where everyone, whether willingly or unwillingly had to be his eye witness
i mean theres the toilet which i believe would be a much more encouraged place for him to showcast his morally repugnant behaviour....
IF he really is so deprived of releasing his semen and sperms

so like he laid back on his chair,
placed his bottle at his dick,
and started to move his bottle in an up-down motion
which is sooooo obvious to everyone
that hes trying to get his sexual gratification through self-stimulation
oh my ! he is abhorrently sickening !!!


You're the fire which burns my senses away