how i wonder
why u make me lustful

hello people !!!
honey's busy with his temple and lion dance stuff
which is really getting on my nerves
because he's neglecting me like fuck !
i hate it i hate it i hate it
i fucking turned down all appointments or dates with my friends on weekends
all because of him
and now he has to sacrifice our weekend just for his temple (sintua) ?!
he's always saying that i do not honour my words and always do the opposite of what i say
then isn't he doing the same thing right now....
I AM HOPPING MAD !!!

anyways...
the bbq on monday, 090608 with the clique (justin, suzhen, wilson, naqib, kairen, huayao, gabriel and me!) at East Coast Park
was incredibly fun and went fantastically well
we kept eating and eating and eating
and fooling around and playing
honey joined us at about 9 pm-ish
and i left with him at about 11 pm-ish cos he had to go pass his friend some stuff
gabriel left after a while i guess
and the others spent the night there
shall fill in the details with the aid of the pics
meanwhile, i'm waiting for naqib to send me all the pics =)
i love the companion of my clique
i love hanging around my clique
i love the fun we create each time we come together
i love the laughter and the craziness
i simply love my clique
let's have more of this alright =)
and i realised that when i'm with my friends, i feel much more carefree and unleashed
i can do whatever i want,
fool around with them with my mind at ease
because, most of the peeps in my clique are guys
and i think that it is definitely possible for guys and girls to have a mutual platonic relationship
besides, i prefer guy friends to girlfriends (except kelly and shana and astiana)
because i feel that guys are much more fun to be with and they won't get all bitchy and petty

next, i had a sudden urge to call on astiana darling and just talk to her
so i called her up and met her at Compass Point
had lunch at Macs and then chilled at Starbucks
i think their Hot Chocolate is heavenly... lovely =D
i always love talking to Astiana darling
because we always share the same sentiments and we'll always have the support of each other
coffee talks with her are simply wonderful =)
i love u darling =)

so i left for home at about 3 pm-ish
prepared and whipped up dinner for family last evening
and i'm so proud of myself cos my first attempt was a great success
mum gave me a thumbs up and dad kept saying that it's delicious
honey liked my cooking too =)

You're the fire which burns my senses away