jessica

2009-10-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

If only we weren't just strangers brushing past each other everyday
If only we could take things further
If only...

I'm so vexed over Zbrush!!!
I suck at designing and no matter how hard i try to squeeze, i just don't have any creative juices
I just hope to pass this module
BUT im re-doing my design time and again
sucks balls!
presentation is next monday!
hang in there woman!

and i'm excited for school everyday now
in hope of seeing my RJT
but he always appears before me when i'm not on the look-out
damn it!

oh btw today, nicholas the knowledgable did something hilarious
we were having Critical Reasoning Skills lesson and we had to debate on some issues
we couldnt think of much points and being a really competitive being
Nicholas asked the opposition

Nic: "How many points do ya'll have?"
Opposition: "18" Haha!
Nic: "Yea right!!!"

then he turns to us and went
"Wah 18 points lei! How?" HAHAHAHAHS
okay nvm if you don't find it funny

aiya k la back to Zbrush.
pray that i don't die of excessive killing of brain cells before Monday
:)

2009-10-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

Only to become stronger and stonger
with every quarrel

Happy 3 years and 8 months baby!
You know i love you :)

I think i should really count my lucky stars
for having met such a wonderful guy who showers me with unconditional love
no doubt there're times where we don't meet eye to eye
and things got worse cos we're both stubborn and headstrong
but what comes after those quarrels are a deeper understanding of each other
and greater love and accomodation for the other

Close to 4 years, this man of mine has never stopped caring for me in everyway possible
There're so many things he continued doing through these years
He never fails to pick me up from anywhere i was at anytime of the day
Shell prawns for me cos he knows i love eating them but am so lazy to shell them myself
Order seafood at dinnertime whenever he can cos he knows im a seafood person
Say "I love you" everyday without fail to me
And many many more things which most guys will not do after being together with their gfs for awhile
I mean seriously, does your bf still pick you up to send you home or fetch you from home everyday after being tgt for close to 4 years?
Will your bf still say "I love you" everyday after being tgt for 4 years?

I'm proud to say i'm very much loved by this man of mine
And i'm glad i have him

Baby you asked if i had regrets
And if i told you no, that'd be a lie
I definitely did. But not anymore
I love you so much and i thank you for striving hard to make us a better future :)

2009-09-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

Lovin' you
is the greatest pleasure in my life

this song never fails to capture my heart :)

Lovin' You - Minnie Riperton

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

2009-09-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

You're so predictable
I'm getting tired of all this shit

Happy Birthday Shana Dearest on 090909! :D

Shana's yacht party on the 5th was awesome!
the yacht's amazing..!
i am soooo gonna own one in future

i know it's been long since i've updated this space.
but i dunnoe, the older i grow the more lazy and busy i become.

anyways i met up with my dearests girlies for dinns at Ding Tai Fung just now
had a really nice catch up!
missed them sooo much!

oh btw, i'm back to MSH to work.
sucks though kinda regretted cos i still wanna play!!!
but i've got to think of the $$$$
think of the $$$ Jess!
and think of the MSH babes!
i shall persevere!

alright i will be back with more crap
and i miss you and love you loads babyboy!
you better get your ass back home now or else......

2009-06-27T18:24:00.003+08:00

another human came between
and we're still that pack of lies
you know it
you know me
ridiculous or unreasonable
you made me
i could be fine
perfect even
but u pushed me round the corners
u drove me up the wall
u pushed the limits
and that explains why i'm what i am now
i'm no longer a who
cos i don't even know me

i may be demanding and domineering
but haven't you known this part of me already before you had feelings?
if you could like me cos i'm this
then why can't u accept that i'm this after falling for me?
i figured i think too much
but what else can i do?
when my mind churns and works so hard
just to find the answer i never could
in suspense, hell yes!
kinda got used to it
until u touched my soft spot and left me crumbling
was it ever your fault?
cos from the vaguest memory, it'd always been mine
entirely...
for the many times you humiliated me
for the many times you insulted me
for the many times i went crazy cos of all the shit u do
ultimately, i just go numb
indulgence in cheap thrills just to numb even the teeny weeny tingles
i had to
fags, alcohol...
i asked myself why so cheap
no answer
i asked God
He showed me light so bright i shut off

u said i've changed
i dare not deny
u made me take an oath
i did, with fingers crossed from behind
we came this far i agree
but the future seems bleak
what lies ahead i do not know nor do i have the courage to think
all i know is
i've changed
u've changed
it'll never be the same before
no matter how much we try to salvage it
i left it hanging
which raged u more
but honey, i don't know what i want anymore
so i just wanna stay put at where i am now
living each day as it is
cos to me, this is the best way i can delude myself and everyone around me
that everything's alright
and that the smile u see
is what you get.

saying this much
do u fathom?

2009-06-17T14:49:00.004+08:00

i'm telling you now
i'm having doubts

it's been long...
i kinda miss this space
but the reason i'm not updating anymore
is cos i don't really think this space belongs to me anymore?
it's like i can't blog whatever i want here
cos there're things i have to keep private?
i don't know
i'm confused.

anyways, my baby girl's leaving tomorrow morning
have a safe trip Shana dearest
shop till you drop and make him miss u soooo much he'll be a good boy
i'll miss you and i love you!
oh and i'm really sorry for always not being able to find time out to spend with you and kell
i'll make it up to the both of u yea
take care sweetie! :)

right... so my days been packed like hell
i've never been able to stay home whole day and just bum around
so many things have happened
i'm getting myself into all sorts of shit
scew this screw everything

2009-05-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

could things be better now
should we not have started?

i'm having breakouts! =(
which is sooo bad
investing in loads of skincare products now
and i just crazily replenished on my shavers
bought a whole lot of refillers
have no idea why...
hahas just had the urge to splurge

alright, went over to Aunt Jolene's place last Saturday to celebrate post Mothers' Day
had a sumptuous dinner!!!
oh ya, talking bout food
i've been eating a lot recently
should seriously stop....
i will try! hahahahas

oh and i've a new best friend, Yiping =)
she loves me la seriously
cos i provide her with the best medicine in the world, Laughter!
hahas!

k la pics with dearest KellyAnne at Aunt Jolene's place...
was so bored so we cam-whored.. hahas!
good luck in ur exams love!
I LOVE YOU!!!

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she's the best cousin and best girlfriend anyone can ask for!
love you angmoh =)
Shana, i love you too!
& LYS, i love you sooo much! =)

ok bye folks!

2009-05-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

Don't work for the money
Let the money work for you
(as quoted from Nicholas, the knowledgeable.)
HAHAS!

Marcus Eng, u see this?! HAHAHAS! go on and laugh! HAHAHS!

okay anyways, i am so going to complete all my assignments by tonight and sleep early
mummy brought me to see the Chinese physician when i got home just now
and the physician said that my body is SUPER SUPER EXTREMELY weak already...
and i have anemia =(
so... i have to have loads of rest, stop drinking cold water and take more tonics!
and i lost 2kg ever since school started...
how great is this uhs?!

oh and favourite boy makes me happy =)

shall blog again bout Saturdays shopping trip with my dearest gfs after i've received the pics from them ya...

till then, ciao!

2009-05-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

i know when to be wild
and when to hold it down

had a really long day today
in fact, everyday seems to be a long day for me
haven't had a proper long beauty sleep in a long time
i seriously need to catch up on it!!!

so went home after school today
called up my personal beautician immediately
and she came over for facial
and after facial, she gave me a very good and solid back and shoulder massage
feel sooo much more relaxed now =)

assignments are piling up and i'm so lazy to get anything done
procrastination's kicking in
screw it!

school's been enjoyable cos of classmates
i'd be dreading school now if not for them
i swear...

oh and i saw a guy hitting a girl in public just now
like they're a group of malay youngsters
then suddenly this girl must have said something to incur the wrath in that son of a bitch
he started pinning her against the wall REAL HARD!
banging her head against the wall, banging her head with his
slapping her, smacking her, kicking and punching her and pulling her hair damn damn damn hard!
like she's his punching bag
and it all happened at Kallang MRT station
there're so many people looking and all
and yet he had the nerve to do such an outrageous thing
and the worst thing was the other friends just stood there watching all the drama
i felt so much like calling the police okay!

damn it! i fucking hate guys who hit girls!
I DESPISE THEM!
if u ever dare lay your filthy hands on a girl, go and chop off your own dick la seriously
u don't even deserve it okay
i curse and swear that that malay asshole's balls will grow moss and fern
and decay, rot and decompose
have pus flowing out from everywhere possible
i mean seriously, if a guy ever lays his hands on me, i'd hang him on a ceiling fan by his balls!
this i swear okay!
OMG i am so angry with myself that i didn't do anything to stop the tragedy just now
UGH!
but thank god that girl retaliated though she was still no match for that bastard
at least she tried to fight back
this i applaud her

okay i'm getting too angsty now
waiting for my boss, CWL to come online
i shall go back to my assignments and hopefully get them done =)
bye people!

2009-04-25T14:23:00.005+08:00

I Wanted You by Ina

To listen to the full song, just click on the link shown on the playlist above.

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I'm sorry, honey
you've been asking me why i'm behaving this way these days
but i couldn't find a perfect answer to it
until i heard this song on the Iphone
this song, the lyrics, is everything i want to tell you
is my explanation to you
i'm sorry
i tried, but i just couldn't
like a sweet drug, i got hooked up on him

and to you, i don't mean to scare you away or anything
and i'm definitely not trying to rush anything
it's just when you're on my mind, i can't think straight
i'll get over it like what i said...

2009-04-25T12:43:00.002+08:00

cos i want it all
or nothing at all

Happy Birthday to my dearest girl, SandraChua!
Have fun on this special day and i love you okay ! =D

School's officially started for a week already...
my biological clock's finally back to normal
my class is awesome
and all's good =)

alright... last load of pics taken a long long time ago
think last year December? hahas!

my sexy girls from MSH Direct !
miss them god damn much man...
eat, smoke, slack... all together
love u guys la!!! =)

pretty wife of some guy! =)

2009-04-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

I . THINK . I'M . SHOPPING . A . TAD . TOO . MUCH !

UH-OH!

2009-04-04T01:01:00.003+08:00

Credits to: Agneselle
Selling this at SGD 24 mailed
OOS in store

Credits to: myassambly
Selling this at SGD 18 mailed
OOS in store.

anyone interested, please do drop me an email at jole_babe@hotmail.com
or you can text/call me directly should you have my contact number
Thank you very much =)

2009-04-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Happy April Fools' Day !!!

today was Tai-Tai day with my dearest Shana
everytime i go out with my dearests, it'll be Tai-Tai day
and i love love love Tai-Tai days!

so met Shana at cineleisure and we had late lunch
after, felt like doing nails so we headed to Roxy Square for classic pedicure
had additional foot and leg scrub
then went to Parkway Parade to shop
got myself another mascara but i forgot bout my eyeliner... which is a necessity for me how can i forget ?!
nvm i'm thinking of getting the gel one from Bobbi Brown =)
then in the midst of shopping we craved for sushi
so... it was to Sakae Sushi for dinn dinns
i love the company of my dearests!
they never fail to liven up my day and make me laugh like mad
am considering to take up a spa package too =)
home and i got my personal beautician to come over for facial
am enjoying life to the fullest man!
but Shana's still the ultimate Tai Tai la!
gym and yoga and all Tai-Tai activities everyday...
haha...

i kept dropping food today... hahahs

oh and we had Ben&Jerry's crave too!!!

love you soooo much dearest =)

2009-03-31T03:03:00.000+08:00

Selling this Butterfly Maiden Top at SGD 20
Brand New!!!
If interested, please email me at jole_babe@hotmail.com
or if you have my contact number, please do not hesitate to text/call me!
Thank you very much =)

2009-03-28T03:17:00.002+08:00

it's not love anymore
it's dependancy

pics for shopping trip / St James Powerhouse with dearest gfs...

huge ass dog we saw! really majestic!

and St James Powerhouse! =)

and self-shots on the way to honey's paternal grandma's birthday party

okay gdnight! =)

2009-03-27T02:40:00.004+08:00

you pamper me so much
i feel ashamed of myself

i dunnoe why
i'm still sourcing for other alternatives when i've already made up my mind to settle with you
is it because i'm still young?
is it because it's too early for me to even think of settling down?
perhaps...
but you're so nice to me
i feel ashamed to even feel this way
not that i don't love you anymore
i still do... alot
and i promise you i won't stray
but i guess i'm still not ready to make you "The One"
maybe i'll have to go out there and get hurt before really conceiting defeat....
before really losing and giving up all other desires!

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Sunday, 22032009 was Underwater World with honey, meiyi, shuirong, Ah Yuan (honey's bro), Leroy & Regan (honey's cute little nephews) :D

Feeding the fishes =) and scaring them too... hahas

Gigantic Crab!

With Leroy =)

The two little sweetie pies =)
Oh i had a swollen eye on that day! Crap but i had fun so heck it! =D

Then next stop was to the dolphin show... i love love love dolphins
i'm considering joining the crew to be a dolphin trainer
i am serious!

yay with one of the mature dolphins =)
it costs $15 just to touch the dolphin and take a picture with it...
another $10 just to have the same photo printed again...
Singapore's all about $$$$$$
Nabei!

Meiyi and regan boy =)

2009-03-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

trying to change someone is exhausting
changing someone is almost impossible

i've been thinking alot last night...
and i realised that it's really taxing to change someone to suit u
especially your partner...
i mean i totally agree that opposites attract
and because of this, there'll always be disagreements and misunderstandings
because of our differences
so you'll try to change ur partner to suit u
but after trying, u realise that it's an almost impossible task
so you'll give up and change urself instead to suit ur partner
so as to avoid quarrels and arguments
but after changing urself, u'll feel that you're not you anymore
and that it's way ridiculous to be doing all these changes
that it isnt fair
and that you're doing so much more for the r/s as compared to your partner
and that's how things go haywire

if given a choice, i'd rather be with someone on the same platform as me
having the same personality, character, sex appeal, X factor, education, goals, dreams etc...
although this would sound too boring
but then again, i believe it beats having to disagree with each other all the time
i'm suddenly so tired of having to try so hard and work so hard to keep the r/s going
if only... we were similar in just one or two ways...
i'll be thankful!

alright enough ranting...
pics for mini b'day celebration cum picnic at the Botanics!

our "cake" hahas!

and next would be pics for CNY 2009!

my nails for CNY! love it! =D

cute little sweetie pie Leroy! =)

Mahjong with all the beginners! hahahas!

2009-03-20T15:10:00.004+08:00

i so regret cutting my hair short now.. =(
looking at ppl's long and flowy hair makes me think of mine
damn! shouldn't have cut it la!
nvm.. it'll grow
i shall wait patiently! =)
so for the time being i'll be tying up my hair ALL THE TIME!
and this is because honey said that i look like...

with my hair now...
fuck right! UGH!

anyways St James Powerhouse last night with my dearests!
KellyAnne and ShanaLiem! =)
along with their other guy friends... Ian, Manki, Kim and others...
Music was great only after 12am when the fashion show was over...
but it's awesome on the whole cos it's the first time the three of us went clubbing together!
love love ! =D

oh and honey came to pick me up after i was done
love him soooo much!
like even after being together for 3 years plus,
our feelings never fade but just get stronger!
which bf will be so good as to go and pick u up after you're done with clubbing with your friends
i believe there's only rare few
and my bf is one of them =)

alright pics for New Year 2009 Countdown

with Stella jie, Sandra's eldest sister so my cousin la duh! ~

and next for pictures long long time ago when KellyAnne dearest went to meet me after my work at MSH.

and random photos...

and pics for steamboat + Haji Lane with EileenPoo =)

2009-03-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

light up
snub out

i want to watch a lot of movies
but i've got no time to
so i'm pretty much missing out on all the good shows
damnit!
bb let's go for movie marathon soon okay!!! =)

anyhow, pictures on my bday... =)

honey went to get this cake for me on the sly as a surprise for me =)
awww love you baby! =)

next was henserson waves!

and then off to Marina Barrage!

after pinching Sandra Chua's buttock! =) hahas!

baby was so sweet to piggyback me as my heels broke =D

2009-03-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

Saw this on Sandra's blog so decided to give it a shot...
and this is what i got...
i felt it was almost accurate =)

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-12T02:48:00.003+08:00

i went to get my hair done just now...
cut + dye + treatment!
and so my hair is super short now... as compared to my previous long hair
but i prefer how i look now =)
don't look that matured and old anymore =)
look like barbie doll!!! hahahhas
okay regretting now...
later midnight wake up to go pee pee then look at myself in the mirror thought i saw chucky's wife how?!!!!!
SHIT!

anyways... mini birthday celebration last night was awesome =)
cos the company was great
so it was to SP in the afternoon with honey to complete my enrolment and to get my lappy =)
then to bugis to Tian Tian Steamboat
met up with meiyi, shuirong, Sandra and Bryane, (san's bf)
after which to Henderson Waves then Marina Barrage
and finally, home!

loads and loads of pics
i'm so damn lazy
no wonder ppl take their time to send me pics!
TMD!
alright stay tuned!
tata!

2009-03-10T02:33:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Jessica

Happy Birthday to Ong

Happy Birthday to Me Me Me Me Me

Happy Birthday to Li Ee !!! =DDDD

and also Happy Birthday to Wilson Chee Guo Feng! =)

had a mini celebration with the clique + Joy + Luke on Sunday
we went to the Botanics Garden for picnic!
it's my first time to Botanics Garden and the first time i had a real kinda picnic.
Thanks SuZhen and Joy for preparing the food.
I love my clique very much =)

shall be back with updates =)
so, stay tuned...

2009-03-05T23:57:00.004+08:00

Happy 3 years and 1 month honey! =D

2009-02-25T17:57:00.003+08:00

Photobooth craze 2

2009-02-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

your mask
is coming undone

i was stalked and almost molested or raped by this decent-looking guy in his mid 20s
he was even in office wear and carried a briefcase with him
just like a typical office boy
it was scary

i think he saw me when i boarded the mrt at Yio Chu Kang to go to Khatib
and he alighted at the same stop as me and followed me all the way to my tuition kid's block
while i was at the traffic light, i realised that someone kept staring at me
and when i looked at the guy, he pretended to look away
then i looked back again and caught him staring at my boobs!
i was very disturbed so i started to walk quickly
and he too, increased his pace and seemed to ensure that he's at the same pace as me

when i reached the block, i pressed the lift button and he waited for the lift as well!!!
while waiting, he kept staring at me and groping his private part
and worst of all, he stroked his penis!!!
i was scared stiff so i turned to take the stairs
when i was halfway through the 1st flight of stairs, i realised that he had followed me and was behind me
i stopped in my tracks immediately and didn't dare to move
he saw me stop and kept pacing up and down the stairs, staring at my boobs at the same time as if waiting for me to move
he was like so urgent, like as if he needs to fuck really badly
i rushed down the stairs immediately and sat at the benches at the void deck
thank god there were other ppl sitting there
after like 10 minutes, the pervert came down from the stairs and i saw that his pants were unzipped!!!
my goodness that was god damn scary!
first time ever in my life did i encounter such a horrifying thing
i cannot imagine what would have happened to me should i continue climbing up the stairs with him tagging behind me

oh and a few days ago,
i received pervertic prank calls from this guy who posed off as my bf
he even knew that i call my bf "bb"
and even mentioned my cousin, Sandra, to me!!!
he always calls in the morning
and apparently on the same morning, he called Sandra as well
and posed off as my bf and mentioned me to her!!!
he asked us to do the same thing
that is, to moan for him
u know those sex noises...
EEEWWW
it's really scary cos he actually knows me, my cousin Sandra and my bf
so he's definitely someone close to us
and up till now, we still can't figure who the hell is he!
and he called not only on that morning, i received miss calls from him the next few mornings as well
he uses a private number to call... so we can't really check who he is

what is this world coming to man!
to hell with ppl who are sick in the mind man!
so girls, BEWARE!!!
don't judge a book by its cover
even a decent looking guy is a lecher in disguise
so it's not only shabby looking and lecherous looking ppl who are lechers!
any guy can be a pervert, or teaser, or lecher!!!

2009-02-18T00:21:00.004+08:00

when things go wrong
don't point your rotting finger at me

i'm so bored so i shall blog
just accepted another tuition assignment
so right now, i have 3 students
3 more coming up, just waiting for confirmation on the other end
but i'm still not satisfied so i'm kinda sourcing for part time jobs
and have already submitted i-dunnoe-how-many resumes

i want school to start now
i miss doing assignments
to sum it all up, i miss studying
you might think i'm insane
but seriously, having a break for close to half a year?
kill me, please!
i need to be occupied with things
i guess i'm born a workaholic

oh and my neighbour just wanted to commit suicide
attracted lots of attention from the neighbourhood
ambulances and police cars all downstairs
policemen and scdf men keeps coming up and down
staying guard at the lift
ppl from my block and neighbourhood all at the void deck trying to find out what's happening
to think i just saw and exchanged smiles with this guy
he's a nice guy why resort to this?!
tsk tsk tsk
oh and btw, he did not jump
he did not die!
so i'll be waiting to see him back as a much more cheerful person
cos these days he seems to be kinda depressed... hmmm

alright will be back with pics. stay tuned
definitely not pictures of him trying to jump la!

2009-02-13T14:39:00.001+08:00

wise men say
only fools rush in

oh i forgot to add in my previous post that honey and i caught Bride Wars before heading to marina barrage that night
seems like everyone's getting to know of marina barrage!
no fun already lah like tat!
but nvm... it's a really nice place to chill and just relax and let your troubles be gone with the wind!

caught The Wedding Game and Love Matters sometime last week with honey as well.
loved the movie Bride Wars!
and for Valentine's, honey and i caught The Other End Of The Line.

this movie is awesome!
i love it so so so much!
i'll rate it 10 out of 5 g-strings!!!
i'd say this is by far one of the best movies i've ever watched =)
i'd definitely buy a goldclass movie ticket for a movie like this!

and i love this fucking hot and sexy and handsome and charming guy here!
Jesse Metcalfe!!!
i wouldn't mind shortening 10 years of my life if i could marry him!
i would do anything, ANYTHING, just to have a date with him =)
but actually there's no point cos i'd most probably faint when i see him
so enchanting and mesmerising...
omg i'm in love with him!
he's the bomb, the sex, my number 1 hot baby!
and for those who knows me, i'm not that kind who'll swoon over celebrities
so if i do so to one, it means that celebrity is definitely hot stuff!

but but but! no one can ever beat this guy below la!
my one and only bb =)
love him more than anyone and anything else =)

okay so back to Valentine's
honey came over to my place at about 9pm-ish to pick me up
and we went to The Cathay for late dinns at Indulge
their Thai Style Salmon is god-damn delicious!
after which, walked around a little and settled down at Ben & Jerry's for Banana Split
Yum Yum! =)
then movie, then to go and search for Hendersen Waves and then home sweet home

pictures will be up as soon as i've gotten hold of the desktop at home
am currently using the Lappy
sister have been hogging the desktop these past few days due to the immense amount of projects she's to complete
so stay tuned ya ppl!
oh and one more good news!
have been receiving lots of tuition assignments via sms by the agents!
happy happy if there's money money =)

2009-02-13T00:56:00.004+08:00

never faded
never will

headed to town with honey today to get our Valentine's day gift
first stop was Armani Exchange but apparently none of their apparels were of our liking
so we made our way to Takahimaya and tried out the couple perfumes and colognes available
finally settled with Polo Ralph Lauren's fragrances =)
spent more than $250 just for the fragrances...
we really gotta tighten our belts now since we're both jobless
although i've already decided to return to MSH Direct (my previous company) to work
for the sake of money i shall just grit my teeth and work =(

Mine... Ralph Lauren Romance for Women =)

Honey's... Polo Ralph Lauren Sport Blue Label for Men =)

And we got this for free... =)
Was able to choose between this men's fragrance or another women's fragrance
but chose this in the end as i've still got other perfumes at home not used...

after all the shopping, we headed to Marina Barrage for pictures...
scenery was awesome =)
pictures up another time...

I love you baby!!!
can't wait for Valentine's =)

2009-02-09T12:18:00.005+08:00

so many occasions have gone by in a flash
today's already the last day of Lunar New Year...
anyhow...

Happy 3rd Anniversary to me and honey baby on 05/02/09

Happy Belated Birthday to Suzhen, Naqib & Cousin
Charles Chua!

Happy Birthday TeeKaiRen!

Alright so pictures as promised...
we'll start with the day out with Suzhen and Naqib long long time ago before i had my fringe cut!
hahahs!

and next shall be the pictures taken on Christmas Eve 2008 !!!
the night i surprised honey with my short fringe =)
as usual, Christmas countdown at Hooters!

with dearest mummy! =)

ah tu baby honey love =)

Chris and Peter

Arin! Peter's wife =)
Damn fat arms... think i squeeze too hard... hahahahas!

Selena Jie and my Darling Girl Sandra!

I know this is super Classic me!

And this!

Alright, gonna shift the other batch of phots to the next post!

2009-01-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

am currently waiting impatiently for honey to arrive at my place with Kentucky Fried Chicky!
extremely hungry already!

today's my last day of work at MSH...
gonna miss all my pretty sexy girls!

got posted to SP's banking and finance
not bad... wanted NP though...

and i promise to load up the aeroplane loads of pictures starting from tmrw...
bit by bit...

looking for students currently to give tuition
so if u noe of anyone who wants tuition let me know thank you very much =)

2009-01-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

http://www.xanga.com/thedancerme

Stacie wrote a very very short but sweet message for me on her blog!
Click on the link to see!
I'm so touched!
Love you too Stacie girl ! =)))

2009-01-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

just some funny shit i did a minute ago

was talking to naqibby on MSN, and i realised i haven't wish Justin Happy Birthday
so...
i picked up my phone, dialled his number... and...

Justin: Hello... *super sleepy voice*

Me: You sleeping ah?

Justin: Ya...

Me: Oh, sorry, aiya nvm la. Happy 16 years old and 3 days! Haha!

Justin: Wah... you very lame lei...

Me: hahas ok, good night, bye!

i can be so random at times i can't even stand myself =D

2009-01-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2009 !!!

2009 has been an angel thus far and i hope it stays an angel, instead of transforming into a bitch.
Alright new year?!

Anyways, i've got tons of pictures to upload but i won't be uploading them in this post la
lazy + no time
and i'm glad the new leads are in
meaning! i can resume work as per normal =D

it's already been three years since my 3rd uncle's death
and we're holding another ritual for him tmrw
all the stuff's been set up under my block since we live in the same block
and i'm told to go down to help tend the stuff with some of my cousins and uncles and aunts
most importantly, to prevent cats, especially black ones, from running in!
thank god i slept a bit at honey's place just now after work

am craving for Punggol Nasi Lemak!
Baby... *looks at him with sheepish eyes* =)

will be back, stay tuned!

2008-12-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

no one
not even you

pictures!
let's start with Peter&Arin's Wedding on 14 Dec 08

The "brothers"

Bride Arin and me =)

Chris and Bride Arin =)

Honey and Bride Arin =)

YamSeng Session!

Our table

Next up, Cousin Chertene's 6th Birthday on 17 Dec 08!
rushed down after work...

love this babe truckloads!

Kell and her bf!

what an adorable cake! =D
how i wish i had such nice cakes for my 6th birthday
i probably didn't even have birthday parties
kids nowadays have such great life and pleasure eh!

Birthday girl, Chertene Chua!
She doesn't like to take photos...

Birthday girl with her Daddy, Uncle Sean

Cousins!
Well, not all were there... so this is probably half of the full strength?

Lao Gu!
Best Granduncle in the world, i swear! =)

Aunts and Uncles...
And again, this is half of the full strength...

Guests!

Happy 6th Birthday Chertene! =)

You see the hands trying to keep the flame going...
hahas!

Love Love! =D

Shall end this post with pictures taken on one of the usual Saturdays with Honey...

Love you baby ! =D

2008-12-25T23:50:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas !!!

HoHoHo!!!

i bought a new camera, Olympus fe-360 in hot pink and i'm loving it...
cos it's so pretty and quality of photo is excellent!
i know some of you are gonna say that olympus sucks yadayadayada
But! i'm telling you now, it's really good!
believe it or not.
and Megapixels does not refer to the quality or clarity of the photo!!!
it just means the size of which you can print the photo out.
For example, if your camera is 8 megapixel, you can print out the photo up to A2 size
the quality and clarity of the photo depends on the lens of the camera and many other things
so! 8 megapixel and 10 megapixel cameras do not actually have any difference
because, if i have 400 marbles now, and i add another 100 to make it 500 marbles
can you tell the difference from 400 to 500?
Answer is no!
so, it doesn't means that the more the megapixel, the better the camera
it all lies with the lens of the camera.
ok... this is just to clear some misconceptions we all have, including me! =)
hope you've learned something! =D

alright i was actually thinking of posting up all the pictures i have with me now
but there's last minute mahjong session
So i gotta go...
shall post them up some other time so please stay tuned =)
tata...

2008-12-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 years and 10 months baby!!! :D

i love you god damn much!!! =)

& my online shop is up!!!
http://shakellica.livejournal.com/ please patronise!!!

ok so i forgot what i did the past few days already...
but i fired the bikini shop boss after working for 2 days ! =)
the job is super super super boring!
and the pay's no good!
i think many would want this job becos u just sit around doing nothing and get paid
but i cannot stand doing nothing!!!
i must be very very very busy y'know!

anyways found an office job the very next day!
pay damn good!
so i'm glad i fired the bikini shop's boss! =)

oh and i met up with my dearests Kelly and Shana today...
they accompanied me to get my dress for Peter's wedding dinner on the 14th of December.
oh btw, Peter is honey's "brother" !
so honey will be kept very occupied that day

am gonna find out how to subscribe for MobTv
and watch shows on YouTube =)

but before i go, photos!!!

while waiting for Beverly Hills Chihuahua to start
oh this show is awesome!
i love it! =)

2008-11-27T13:39:00.003+08:00

like a domino
everything falls

St James Powerhouse with Shana dearest on tuesday night
so much for a mega party!
the music wasn't as great
so Shana and i didn't dance much
and to hell with Malay guys okay
not all, just those disgusting cheap and rank ones
like to flick ppl's butts and grope ppl's thighs so much right!
i curse you have AIDS and i wish and hope and pray that your balls get bitten off by dogs
you know the kinda dog that eats ppl...
yea by that kinda dogs!
CheeBye! cannot keep your hands to yourselves isit?!
how i regretted not turning round and giving you tight slaps
a kick in your groin would not even appease my anger okay!
Fuck Fuck Fuck!

Sentosa with the dancers yesterday
brought them to get the Sushi at Vivomart
and Astiana Darling, Mia and Huimin fell in love with it!
see i told ya it's nice!!! =)))
suntanned and all...
and i got so god damn burnt!
am as red as a cooked lobster now!
so this is what u get for being lazy to apply Sunblock lotion...

left at about 4 plus and went over to honey's place
he cooked my favourite spicy Korean KimChi Instant Noodles for me!!! =)
now that i'm so burnt, tell me how am i gonna go to WildWildWet with honey and friends this Saturday ? =(

Jessica, Astiana, Huimin, Mia
Dance wouldn't be fun without them around
Love them to bits! =)

1st class girlfriend, Astiana Darling! =)

Getting ready to lift our legs!

Point or Flex?! hahas!

Chinyi and Stacie...
i just realised all three of us took on the position of Dance Chairperson
either then or now...

Suntanning

and i din know that they were standing beside me taking pics
god knows how long they've been standing there!

and then i felt weird, and caught them!
so embarrassing la!!!

she's like no other... best Darling gf in the universe! =)

preppy toes
needa go for another pedicure session soon

and there's this two girls suntanning infront of me
and then they fished out their Pink umbrella after awhile
so much for suntanning! hahas!

the open shower was so cool!
had fun showering there! =)
i wouldn't have got the guts to do it if i weren't with them =)

Dancers united!

i noe this pic is very random
taken some time ago...
honey fell asleep at my place while waiting for me to get ready =)
so sweet right. i know hahas!

2008-11-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

unspoken words
are most genuine

hello humans!
i'm finally employed! =)
though not quite satisfied with the pay
but still... it's better than nothing at all right?!!!
omg im sooo eggcited i wish i can start work now... !
i just can't stand doing nothing and just stoning at home!
my body will itch to death okay!

St James Powerhouse tmrw with dearest Shana !
Cant wait!!! =)))

oh and Naqibby! u faster come back la!
i wanna watch my movie and go sing k!!!
but justin, suzhen and i are waiting for u!!!
so u quick quick come back k!!! =)))

and honey's so sweet luhs!
i love him to the maximo okay!
teeth whitening's gonna be sponsored by him!
am as happy as a lark!
=))
love love!

2008-11-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

han xue's so pretty! wallace huo's so hot!

i'm god damn bored! =(

2008-11-24T12:41:00.002+08:00

i don't like how the drama serial "Mobile Love Story" ended!

i love love love this show a lot!
but am so disappointed with the ending
nevermind that a happy ending is cliche!
that's what everyone wanna see what.... =(

I.D.I.O.T.I.C much.......!

2008-11-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

Sick Sick Fucking Sick!

Baby... faster come!!! =(

screw the economy crisis la!!!
effing can't find a job!
Cheeee Buaizzzzzz!

2008-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

U melt me
When our eyes lock

alright since im sooo bored now
i'll FINALLY blog about graduation night...
graduation night is terrible...
soooo not a blast!
more of like a farewell dinner for the principal
hello! we're the pioneers!
we seriously deserve better
that's why i say
this school sucks badly!
but my school friends are awesome! :)
oh and not forgetting the Prom King and Queen
well... i actually wanna forget about it
i don't wanna be reminded of how the selected "king" and "queen"
insults our intelligence and all that we're much better of
and since the choice is based on the loudness of the applause and wolf whistles and what-have-you
it's no wonder he is the "king" and she is the "queen"
cos standing on the chairs, applauding extremely loudly, and wolf whistling and creating a ruckus is what they and their friends do best :D

Pictures!!!

my prom date for the night, Justin Lim! =)

your eyes look so scary here eh, Lim Yu Kai!

Table 2

Chermel and Wanni =) thanks for all the joy you guys bring about in class

Astiana Darling! I love you loads darl!

Eileen ! Hey dear, more shopping dates and mahjong sessions k! Love =)

Suzhen! Gf for 4 years... i really cherish you =) Love ya too!

Mrs Cheow and China man, Huayao! hahas

Kairen! Clique outings okay!!!

Justin Lim, thanks for everything! You're the man la! Love you =)
Promise wherever we end up, we'll still stick as a clique k!
And this time, i don't care! You must listen to me! =DD

Always...

Mia! I'll miss your goofiness and those fun times during dance with you... Love! =)

Yongda! Thanks for coaching me whenever i need help... great friend indeed!

Jianwei! Good Luck for your future endeavours =) and my apologies towards you will never be enough...

Camillus! Too tall la you... Cannot take your full face! Anyhow... you've been a great classmate

Gabriel! Thanks for everything and all the help you've given me! Wonderful friend indeed! =)

Jonathan! I'll never forget that you broke my tooth and I'll miss those Insanities times... =)

Mrs Ali! Thank you so so so much ! You're the best teacher i've ever had! I Love You Mrs Ali!

Huimin! Great Great Great Girlfriend! I'll miss you and i'll never forget you! Dance memories are oh so precious! Meet up soon k!!!

YingJie! Humans would be a bore without you sitting beside me =)

Kezia! Thanks for lending me a listening ear at times... and helping me with the Sean thingy... hahas!

Wanni!

Chermel!

Geraldine!

Chery! Humans would also be a bore without you! and i love your house la!!!

Mr Jae Chia! Thanks for making Physics as interesting as possible... Darn good teacher!

Table 2 with Mr Tan Chee Keong...

After graduation night, honey came to pick me up and we went to Wan Tho Sek for supper
headed to St.James Dragonfly after that...
Had Midori 7-up and Tequila Shots...
Shana dearest... let's go together one day!!!

Home Sweet Home ! =)

Sang K with Justin and Suzhen just now
had so much fun!
We'll go again with Naqib after his camp!!! =D
Love you guys loads!

2008-11-14T11:48:00.002+08:00

I.Totally.Lost.The.Mood.To.Shop.Online !

went over to kelly's and Aunt Jolene's place last Saturday
Okay, both their places are just one place... cos they're mother and daughter -_-
so you see... in case you don't know, Kelly, my best gf, is also my dearest cousin! =D
alright crap... but yea..
went over to her place in the afternoon
then left to meet honey in the evening and we went cycling at East Coast Park with his family =)

honey and meiyi's bf =)

the vast amount of fishes!

so after cycling, we went to have dinns and i went back to kell's place
and we studied plus mac photobooth-ed
stayed over her place with mummy and brother
and continued studying the next day with loads of snacking in between
say... every 15 minutes? haha!

That is not a mole, it's a temporary pimple scar! =(

Haha!

IceGou Baby! =D

and after my last paper for Major Exam on 121108
i met up with Eileen to hunt for her prom stuff
trained from Hougang to Orchard to Plaza Singapura to VivoCity back to Orchard and back to Hougang!
shopped non-stop for 7 hours and walked so much our legs turned sore
and the downpour had to aggravate us all the more
did not even stop to have a proper meal... hahas
but all in all, it was worth it... cos she looked stunning at prom =)
no pics for this outing though
but i'll post up those from the first outing with her
despite failed attempts to receive some of the pics from her

2008-11-14T02:24:00.002+08:00

I've got loads of pics to upload!
but... not now... hehe =)

St James Dragonfly tmrw after prom!
can't wait! =DDD

2008-11-13T16:34:00.002+08:00

Today is grooming day!
went to do my hair, nails and brows
am so so so happy and satisfied now =)

just sent out like 4 resumes?!
hopefully i'll succeed in obtaining a job!
=)

alright gonna rush out again!
goodybye ppl! =D

2008-11-12T11:14:00.003+08:00

Major Exams are OVER!!!!!
Like finally...!
Have been looking forward and anticipating this day!
And i just snipped off the tail of my hair myself! hahas!
alright gotta go prepare now... meeting Eileen! tata!

2008-11-11T02:11:00.004+08:00

~~the dream's bugging me~~
haunting me
for i wish you would make it come true

though i know i shouldn't be saying this
cos i'm not available just yet
i still wanna let you know
i wish this dream will come true

this sweet dream =)

2008-11-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

it's gonna be just
a cursory glance

Happy Birthday to Meiyi on 021108
Happy Birthday to dearest Kelly on 031108
Happy 2 years and 9 months to Honey and I on 051108

am extremely elated that the energy-draining papers for major exams are over!
left with two more papers and i'm free!
sooo excited!
i needa find a job like really soon so that i can start work asap
or i'll feel so lost and empty idling away

anyways, i had my first outing with Eileen on 041108
met her at hougang and ran some errands before heading to peninsula for her jeans
left for town and shopped around aimlessly
got myself a bling bling bag for prom! =)

and i'm so disgusted and turned off by the fact that those uncouth and rank people are invited to prom too!!!
and what's up with buying a dress worth 400 over bucks for prom?!
prom's in school dumbass! why spend so much?!
besides, you look horrible however you dress so why bother?
like seriously... get over it!
quit acting like you're one from up there
when you'll be totally exposed once you open that gap of yours
your boorish acts totally doesn't allow you to be someone in the upper class
so just save it!
you can never be like us... cos it's not the money but the way u carry yourself!

okay okay cool it jessica... stop being such a bitch...
blood's boiling though it's boiling point is 9876543210 degree celsius!
see how much i hate this shit?!

anyways... Justin called me up in the evening asking if we wanna meet Naqib and him
but we couldn't think of something to do or a place to go
so we decided to come over to my place for Mahjong session!
finally got to play Mahjong!!!
god, i feel so deprived!
hahas... so we taught Naqib the gist of the game and we had lotsa fun watching him play...
hahas sorry Naqib =)
i enjoyed my first outing with Eileen and the Mj session with the peeps =)
more outings yea hun! can't wait to do my hair with you =)
shall post up all the pics once i've got them from Eileen

on 051108
i went to SGH to visit Aunt Jolene
Kelly dearest was there too...
left after awhile to meet honey at his place
and we went to Simpang Bedok to look for his buddies as it was Steve's (one of his buddy) birthday
left at about 22:30 and again i did not manage to see Peter's wife =(

met my dearests, Kelly and Shana on 061108 at Kelly's place
initial plans were to go swimming and then for dinns
but my "aunt" had to come knocking on my door on that very day
decided to shove a tampon up there
then the skies turned grey, signalling rain
so we had dinns at her place and walked over to Kallang Leisure for movie
caught High School Musical 3!
it was pretty good!
and it's the first time the three of us caught a movie together =)
i'm sooo glad for having the both of them
love you babes to bits and pieces i swear!

after the movie, we walked back to her place and left for home
honey called while i was on the bus and picked me up somewhere i randomly alighted
couldn't stand the smell of all the Bangalas that boarded the bus!
and one even sat beside me!
i was on the verge of vomitting i tell u!
so honey picked me up and we went to Geylang with Yaoming for Fried Hokkien Prawn Noodles which was damn delicious

pics pics pics!

and random pics!

2008-09-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

it was nothing
on impulse

received a call from Naqib at 21:30 asking me to meet the clique at Sengkang
and coincidentally, i just got out from shower
so i dolled up and had a mini tour around Sengkang just to find the place they're at

i had so much fun
and i wish that there'll be more fun in time to come
okay peeps?

we played with candles since it's Lantern Festival
and shared ghost stories
love it love it love last night =)

honey came at about 1am-ish to send me home
then he went to Wan Tho Sek at Geylang and brought food for me at 3 in the morning
damn fattening but it's okay
devour the finger-licking good food first before thinking of how to shed those calories away =)

2008-09-09T14:48:00.000+08:00

Bent - Don Richmond

this is what i call music! love it!

2008-09-09T13:06:00.002+08:00

this is a story of a girl
who cried and drowned the whole world

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE PRETTY CLOTHES BUT I DON'T HAVE!

ME WANT PRETTY CLOTHES TOO!!! =(

so i'm gonna learn my lesson this time round and buy clothes which i really really super duper love and cannot live without...!
BECAUSE I'M ALREADY STARTING TO DISLIKE THE CLOTHES I JUST BOUGHT!
okay somebody slap me real hard in my face please!

and i just realised that every meal that honey and i have, costs more than SGD20!
even if it's eating at a hawker centre we'll still eat more than SGD20!
okay, now you can think of how to kill a spendthrift like me!

i'm lusting for pretty clothes!
and honey claims that my eyes are spoilt
because everytime something catches my eyes, i'll die die have to get that something
or i'll start having withdrawal symptoms !
and it seems like everything catches my eyes!
hahas! sorry bb i'm not trying to milk you for what you're worth! no i'm not!

it's okay... i'll have patience and wait till i go to work
then i'll use my pay to suck all the pretty clothes into my wardrobe!
=DDDDD

2008-09-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

that one moment of folly
is all it takes to cost me my everything

~~Happy~~ 31 months honey!

Shana dearest's birthday dinner at Sentosa Cove, Club One15 last night
i'm ecstatic to see my two gorgeous babes!
we'll meet up soon alright!
i love u both till the end of time la!

cake cutting session!

eating those calories! hahas

and now i'll introduce my gorgeous gfs, my dearests ! =)

and today i met up with Astiana darling for an intended but failed study date
shared a lot with her
simply love her to bits too!
then Naqib joined us for dinner at Jalan Kayu! =D
thanks to you 2 for being there!

didn't mean to show that little bit of flesh
sorry to the eyes of yours

2008-09-03T13:19:00.002+08:00

when guilt creeps in
you've sinned

met up with my dearest cousin, Sandra, yesterday at Bugis
wanted to head to Haji Lane to look for Shana dearest's birthday present
but decided to stay put in the mall...
i got her present, and a bag for myself
and i'm starting to regret getting that bag !
ugh!
why am i always like tat ?!
chilled a little while at Starbucks before hitting town

shopped around while waiting for honey to meet up with us
and i bought a shirt for him =)

oh ya, i saw two pairs of heels which i love sooo much
am so gonna get that pair at Pull & Bear which costs a hundred bucks
and the other one at Gripz which costs 80 bucks !

$$$ why won't u fall from the sky ?
or grow on the trees?!

anyways... honey met us at takashimaya in the evening with ET
initially we planned to watch the lion dance competition there
but heaven wasn't kind enough to stop crying
and the competition was postponed =(
so... we headed to Pepper Lunch for late dinns

and i realised that i'm spending a lot a lot a lot these days....
FCUK gotta stop
i am not going to spend anymore
i'll refrain till after major exams!
keep to your words jessica ong li ee!!!

oh and wasn't able to take any pictures yesterday
all thanks to my stupid Iphone
it was throwing one of its fucking tantrums again
jammed on me and then went to sleep
refused to wake up no matter how much i
shake it, press it, sway it, punch it and scold it

but here's 2 overdue pictures though...

love this high waisted skirt i bought the other time too =)

can't wait for Shana dearest's birthday dinner at Sentosa tomorrow!

2008-09-02T10:49:00.003+08:00

if anything, i'm your polar opposite
and it definitely is not a form of atonement, period

i've been shopping online a lot these days
bought quite a lot of apparels
some with the courtesy of honey =)
and now i realise i'm lacking of footwear, be it heels or pumps or flats
oh and not forgetting accessories too!
god! being a woman's sure tough like hell
troublesome is the word to describe it all

there're so many things a woman need to do to beautify themselves
take for example me!

right after my last paper
i headed home, dolled up and went to get my nails done at a nail parlour near my place
costs me a bomb... should have gone to the one at roxy square!
but the thought of having to travel all the way there puts me off
but then again, the one at roxy square provides the best service, and it's price is reasonable because they do a good job with ur nails
Shana dearest, we'll go after major exam ya!!! =D

so besides having my nails done
i haven't got the time to go for waxing
and IPL !
my hair's a total mess now too
but i'll fix it after major exam
and i'm starting to dislike the GEO black contact lenses cos i realised that they make my eyes look dead and fake and crossed
so i needa go get a few boxes of the normal one
and i need facial BADLY !
mummy love has just signed a facial and massage package for Sister and i
but we haven't got the time to enjoy it!
oh and i just went to get my eyebrow trimmed yesterday and it costs me $10!!!
lesson learnt ! shall go to honey's cousin's facial salon to get it trimmed from now on!

so, as u can see
i'm leaving everything to after my major exam
cambridge's sucha spoiler ! ugh!

alright on a happier note
Happy 23rd Birthday to my beloved honey baby!!!
we went on the flyer that night =)
and had a scrumptious dinner at Balcony

the pictures shall do the talking =)

honey at Balcony

my oreo cheesecake (only managed to take pic of the dessert)

honey's apple crumble

and then we head to the Singapore Flyer

these are some of the sceneries =)
we'll go there next time to see the sunset ! =D

home sweet home =)

2008-08-25T18:08:00.002+08:00

now
or never

so i was feeling extremely stressed while studying for today's papers yesterday
i went shopping online
but to my dismay, there was nothing that caught my eye
or rather, there were a lot of apparels that i liked but they were all sold out
i got so frustrated that i shouted, "bloody hell, don't u guys wanna earn my money?!"
and sister said i was losing myself

okay, so i waited and waited, constantly checking back to see if new items were being put up
and finally, my prayers were being answered
so without hesitation, i bought a top and a denim tube-dress which are awesomely gorgeous
and to add on to my joy,
i checked back today and realised that the clothes were still not sold out
which means there won't be many having the same apparel as me!!!
YAY !

alright, so that's jessica ong for you when she's stressed
she'll splurge!
thank god honey's understanding and gave me lee way this time round =)
oh and i've still gotta get honey's and shana's b'day pressie!
it's okay, i'll manage =)

oh right, one more thing
i didn't sleep a single wink last night
no idea why
i just lay on my bed for 4 effing hours, tossing and turning
but apparently, i could pretty much do today's papers
and honey just bought me my all-time favourite Magnum ice-cream =)

alright now, i'm off to study for tmrw's papers!
have a nice day people!

2008-08-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

if this was a dream that went on for 30 months now
i'd love to sleep on till forever

i always thought i was strong
that i wouldn't break down
that i'd be able to control my emotions
that i'd be able to let go like how i held on
but i was wrong
terribly wrong

when i heard my Itunes play this very heart-wrenching song
and my tears just started to flow
i never thought i, jessica ong li ee, was this vulnerable
i realised how badly i missed u
how much i wanna be by ur side every single minute
how much i loved you
and i'd never want to leave or lose you
i'm sorry if i've made u upset in any way
i love you...
Lim Yee Sheng
i really do... =)

2008-08-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

i love that i hate you
so, be honoured =)

Happy 2 and a half years honey !!! on the 5th of August =D
i love you so goddamn much ! =)

Happy Birthday! to my dearest Daddy on the 6th of August =D
got him a jacket =) hope he loves it...

Happy nice date and National Day Eve on 08/08/08
went out with my dearest girls. Shana & Kelly that day
had hell lotsa fun
but they forbid me to drink Yoshinoya's Miso Soup
cos it's instant and there's lotsa MSG found in the soup
my very health conscious girls for you...
well not forgetting i'm very health conscious too
but i do make exceptions, like for the heavenly miso soup =)
so... i've decided to not drink miso soup that much
before all my hair starts to drop
and then i wouldn't have any left to pull when i'm stressed out while studying for major exam !
anyhoo, i love u girls ! shall meet up soon, wherever, whenever =)
kell would be in the US. nna would be in Aussie, and i'll be stuck here in Sg
so we'll meet up someplace in between =)

Happy National Day on the 9th of August
slept through the night and evening at honey's place with honey
missed the parade shown on the box too !
but it's okay... was really rejuvenated after the long sleep =)

and i feel so accomplished today !
uh, no not in terms of study
i din study a single bit this long weekend
UGH !
but i finished watching the whole korea drama series
and i love love love it !!!
one of my most favourite drama series ever ! =)

alright, i attempted to study awhile ago
but i gave up
shall charge like a bull starting tmrw all the way till the major exam ! =)

take care ppl
cos i'm effing sick now
worse than a sick cat
but by hook or by crook
i've gotta drag myself to school tmrw...
getting back part of my results...
bye !

2008-08-03T12:30:00.003+08:00

to err
is human

met honey on Friday and he got me my favourite Miso Soup from Yoshinoya
as promised =)
headed down to East Coast Park at night for Rongkun's birthday bbq...
ate a little and then fled back to my home for Herbal Chicken cooked by dearest mummy =)

& yesterday, honey picked me up and we headed to City Plaza for handmade-noodles
Yummy!!!
after which, we went down to Kallang Leisure for our movie
and when we reached, we saw bloody hell lots of motorbikes
and loads of gorgeous cars...
all parked side by side
what a sight man ! =D
so the reason for this sight was an event organised beside Kallang Leisure Park
and there was some kinda motorbike stunts performance

watched the performance a little while and went to catch another local movie production

i felt that this show's plot's kinda typical
but it sure sent me rolling on the floor in laughter
i'd say it's not bad
but not great either =)

so after the movie, honey's buddy GuangYuan met us for dinns at Pastamania
i can't stop admiring his Mini Cooper ! =)
oh and i bumped into Shana dearest at Kallang Leisure Park too !
like she tapped me on my shoulder when i was at Pastamania
and i was so shocked! and ecstatic !
gonna meet my dearests, Shana & Kelly, next friday
and it's gonna be Dress Crazy Day !
love love love them =)

love honey truckloads too !
to hell with all flings ! =D

2008-07-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

god forbid
i'll choose the latter

went to EHub with honey and we caught

i like the plot and all and i'd say it's a really good film
but the only thing that irritates the shit outta me is the joker or the clown or the freak
whatever...
the sight of the joker just disgusts me and irks me so so much
okay i know it's just a movie and i'm prolly over-reacting which i am these days
all thanks to FUCKER-I-HATE-YOU
but still...
ugh to think that the joker can be so sick is soooo sick
ugh me don't like =(
but overall the movie was nice =)

so today had study date with Astiana Darling...
and once again! it was productive =)
we met at 11 am and studied all the way till 7 pm-ish
ended up at Rivervale Plaza's MacDonalds
and that shall be the place for our future study dates =)
oh and while i was heading to the toilet
one of the MacDonald delivery man chased after me and asked if he could get to know me
i swear i was scared out of my wits
said "no!" repeatedly and ran away as fast as i could
haven't encountered any pick-ups for a long time already
so this sudden one was really scary... hahas !
alright... Astiana Darling's the best =)
love you darling... see you tmrw... =)

2008-07-25T18:52:00.003+08:00

talks of how i let u go
not of how i cherished you
sorry...

alright peeps ! here's the long-awaited pictures...
and after this post i doubt i'll be able to find spare time to blog
so pardon me for the lack of posts
stay tuned after major exam though ! =)

so this is the pretty carrier of PeterAlexander! =)
omg soooo pretty...

random... and i'm NOT naked... i'm wearing a tube

studying at Changi Airport Terminal 3 with Justin, YongDa and Naqib ! =)

Justin ! =D

Hello ugly... Naqib =)

saw this lift... and decided to take pics with it

see me ?!

i attempted to help them take the pictures... and keep forgetting to trun off the flash... hohoho

and then finally..... =)

Yes, that's a fly and it's specially designed to allow the men to aim at it while peeing
Brilliant idea indeed =)

the gays/guys !

look at the mess ! =)

i like this shot... and justin is JUMPING ! =)

it's rare to see me with small eyes =)

geeks wanna-be

& justin the stupid kuku =)

we bought chocolates too !
and YongDa got cheated cos his Time-Out was naked!!!

study date with Astiana Darling =)

Yvonne =)

Wanni =)

1/4 of the girls...

YongDa =)

Justin =)

Happy Racial Harmony Day =)

Haha !!! Mr TanCK wanted to take the picture of us like tat

My clique in class =)

oh and i'm feeling real terrible now
ugh i'm sorry for rejecting that position that i could have been in now
my fault okay... Fuck shit

i'm contemplating
whether i should...

feeling damn fucked-up
UGH !!!!

2008-07-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

face the music
your life's in shambles

okay so Astiana darling wants me to update my blog
and i am so effing busy !!!
mevertheless, since she is my great motivator...
to study and in this case to blog...
i shall do a quick one =)

so Sister's already back from Melbourne for two weeks now
and she got me a top from PeterAlexander!
woohoo !
even the carriers are soooo pretty
shall post the pics soon... when i'm free =)
so that is branded for you =)

and i also caught Hancock with the clique sometime ago
but this time there isn't any pics
don't ask me why... because i don't know =)
well... actually we headed to Punggol End and wanted to take pics
but it started to pour not long after we got there
so yea... there goes our intended photo-taking trip to Punggol End

so yesterday's study date with Astiana darling went perfectly well
pretty productive i'd say
managed to pretty much complete what i have in store for that day
oh and "bumped" into my first love too
and the feeling was....
i don't know...
the feeling's just beyond words can describe
after all... he's the first =)
anyways... love you darling

and i love you too honey ! =)

2008-07-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

it's absurd
it's appalling

Happy 29 Months Baby !!!

so this anni with honey wasn't really a happy one for me...
and no, this has got nothing to do with honey
he's been wonderful =)
he's the best gift from up above :D
was somehow hit by an sms from someone which led me feeling really miserable
i mean, it's been such a long time ever since i've got into any kind of misunderstanding and quarrel with any friend
and it's been ages since i've received any sort of confrontation sms
so, yea i was pretty much badly hit and it sent my mood way down the most smelly and dirtiest drain !

anyways... all's fine now and i've done quite a bit of reflection on myself for the past few days
mixed emotions and thoughts were pouring over me like a waterfall
jessica ong li ee!
quit being such a downright bitch
stop with ur haughtiness
be like everyone else, will u ?!
quit trying to be a level above everyone else
yes, u swore u'll never ever stoop urself down to a level which is deemed as "low-class"
but that doesn't mean u can start being mean to ppl and spit hurtful remarks
that doesn't mean that u can be snobbish
c'mon jess,
learn, learn to be nice, and treat ppl the way u want to be treated upon
this is just another maturing phase
u'll be fine =)
yes, i noe i will =)

& although all the misunderstandings have been cleared
i doubt i'll be able to talk to u like how i did before
i need time, to get over it...

alright... enough of incessant rantings...
so... honey picked me up and we went over to his granny's place to wait for his best budd, Gy
oh, Gy's Mini Copper's a hunk man ! =)
so we took Gy's car instead and went to get his fishing rod and equipments
after which, he sent us to Kallang Leisure Park
had a little coffee-talk over at Starbucks
and i really dislike their potato salad ! Yucks !

Gy left about 3 pm-ish...
and honey and i went to catch the wacky yet hilarious show

i liked it... all because it tickles =)

after the movie, went to Geylang Lorong 3 for dinner
shared 5 frogs with porridge, mango chicken and beans with honey...
Yum Yum !!! =)
but as usual, we couldn't finish what we ordered...

went back to honey's place and rested for a little while after dinner before heading home
Weiyang came at about 10 pm-ish and we played Mahjong (brother included)
till 1 am-ish?
and once again! i lost!
fuck shit okay!

2008-07-04T23:35:00.004+08:00

would we be the same?
if i saw u in heaven

honey drove me to town earlier in the evening
walked around paragon while waiting for Shana to arrive
she helped me book an appointment at Strip Paragon, for my brazilian waxing
Thanks dear =)

so she came at about 20:30 and we headed straight to Strip
i was feeling so nervous i could feel my heart pounding alright
honey waited for me outside... =)
too bad Shana dear couldn't do her leg waxing as there were'nt any time-slots available for her
and so... i had to do my brazilian all alone
the session lasted about 20 minutes...
which also means i have to endure the excruciating pain for that long !!!
i'm telling u, the pain is OMG! fucking pain !!!!!

so... after the session, i looked down and man! i felt so bare down there...
hahas!
but for hygiene purpose, i think it's pretty much worth the pain and the 60 bucks !!!
gonna go back for another session prolly 5 to 6 weeks later...
as instructed by my therapist...
this time, with Shana =)
oh... and true enough like how Shana described her virgin brazilian waxing...
i feel like a baby now !
hahas !

and and and! honey and i bought water bottles from Nike! =)))
love it =)
love honey... ! =D

pink's mine and blue's honey's ! =D

2008-07-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

It's been real
Real horrible, that is

my Iphone's dead on me now !
again! for the umpteenth time already

anyways...
had the company of justin and naqib these days...
and i like it =) they're wonderful people !
we headed to the Pasar Malam for two consecutive days already
and bought random finger-food to eat
and the tidbit stall there sells real cheap stuff man !
gonna bring honey there tmrw and we'll stock up on tidbits, jellies, sweets and drinks !!!

2008-07-02T16:41:00.002+08:00

i know this is really weird
but, for the past three and a half years
i never realised that u could be so dashing
until recently...
your attractiveness became so overwhelming
i'd sin if i deny it

2008-06-29T13:20:00.002+08:00

double-faced infernal traitor
blimey !

okay... so here's the super big bruise on my hand
i don't know how and when i got it
all i know is that the moment i woke up from bed on thursday ?
i've got this on me !
and it hurts so bad =(

anyways...
yesterday, honey came to pick me at about 2 plus in the afternoon
went to his granny's place then went back to his home to rest
headed down to bugis at bout 7 pm-ish and honey bought me a bag !!! =)
went to find Sandra cousin (ahgirl) , Deserie and Jolin
walked around and then honey drove us, except Jolin to Sandra's place at about 10 pm-ish
played a little of Mahjong and dressed up a little more
we intended to go to St. James Power Station or Icon
but changed our mind afterwards
headed to Simpang Bedok for supper at about 1 am-ish
we shared a few encounters with the spiritual beings
sent shivers down our spine
and chatted on oh-so-random stuffs
Selena jie (sandra's sis also my cousin) and friends came to look for us
waited for them to finish their food
and then we went our seperate ways at about 3 am-ish
honey and i headed back to his place while the others went back to Sandra's place
reached honey's home at about 4 am
bathed and snuggled under his comfy covers =)

feels so great to open your eyes the next morning
and see ur beloved man sleeping beside you =)
and now.. i'm back home
feeling super exhausted !
but! i love yesterday =)